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2011-03-06T20:36:00.002+08:00

B . O . R . E . D

You Are English

You are a very verbal person. You can't help but pay attention to the actual words that people use.

You are intuitive and wise. You can usually pick up on undertones that others are missing.

You are analytical and critical. Very few details escape your observant eye.

You have a great appreciation for art and expression of all sorts. You don't have to like a book to value it.

What Popular College Major Are You?

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You Are a White Pearl

You are a peacemaker who makes sure everyone gets along. You are sensitive to criticism and discord.

You are a natural leader, and you like to make sure everyone is taken care of.

You are a perfectionist, but you are working on letting go of control.

You are hardworking and organized. You are good at putting a group to work.

The Pearl Test

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You Are Appropriately Clingy

You appreciate the close intimacy of relationships, but you also know there can be too much of a good thing.

You value you your space, and you never forget that your parter needs some alone time as well.

You try to strike a perfect balance between togetherness and independence.

Whenever you feel yourself clinging a little too much, you try to pull back. There's always room for more later.

Are You Clingy?

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Your Soulmate is Practical

You are a highly romantic person, so much so that you need a partner to drag you back down to earth.

Your soulmate is reasonable and rational. Your true love doesn't get swept away quite as quickly as you do.

You are likely to have a close circle of friends, and your ideal partner has equally valuable friendships.

You are a people person, and you could never be with someone who was too much of an introvert.

What is Your Soulmate Like?

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2011-01-08T18:47:00.004+08:00

decided to change back to this skin for the time being.. ugh, stuck at home doing spring cleaning.. was looking thru my files and i realised that i'd a chinese essay i'd written in yr 3 which i was supposed to obtain 51marks but got 47 instead 'cause of 错别字 -.- and i only wrote 1 1/3 pg.. this must be one of those essays that really pisses garyim off 'cause she's never scored that high for such a short essay, hahaha xP hais, miss my fellow rv-ians D: can't wait to see all of them again when we get to collect our results but i'm dreading the results itself ):

with too much free time on my hands, my mind is lingering on certain thoughts when i'm not in choir.. there's too many what ifs in the world, and well, nobody knows whether the other situation would be like since they're hypothetical. i need to distract myself with more positive thoughts!!! i need retail therapy!!! zzz, i didn't go shopping during nov-dec period 'cause my dad forbade me to, except for prom. he said we'll shop when we're at taiwan but we hardly had time to shop there so i didn't even get much D: was pretty disappointed since i intended to do lots of shopping then T.T and i need to get cny clothes!!! ugh, someone pls jio me go shopping! :x

2011-01-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

this is my temp skin, i'm still working on it..(: it'll be of a similar theme though :D hope i can get it done soon :D hais, i've physiotherapy in feb ): hope it's painless and will help me recover fully, allowing me to play my favourite sports again! been broke & busy. tired too, having never slept properly ever since farewell chalet 'cause i'd loads of events lined up after that but body clock sucks so i can't do anything about it.. just hope that soon my body will be too tired and let me sleep for 12h or something :/

ugh, i was super pissed this afternoon. i was walking to the bus stop to take the bus to school. suddenly the bus just turned round the corner and went past me. i ran across the road although 1) it was red light 2) i'm not supposed to run 'cause of my knee problems. from where i was, i could see that only one person boarded the bus yet it was still stationary. thinking it was waiting for me, i ran even faster. however, as i reached the bus, the driver closed the door and went off -.- angry, i plopped down on the bench but i realised that i shouldn't 'cause i was panting a little. i stood up and hardly moved an inch from where i was sitting. the next thing i knew, a lady was occupying that seat -.- i was so pissed that i could only mouth the f word ._.

kinda feeling tired now. guess i shall sleep soon? haha, bye ^^

2010-12-26T03:56:00.006+08:00

back from hiatus, haha :D was busy preparing for As then syc audition, prom, taiwan trip and carolling! now that everything's over, i'm back to blogging again (: had a most wonderful and craziest x'mas celebration ever!!!! :D i'd like to thank my lovely choristers for making my day ♥ flash mob carolling on mrt trains, at interchanges, shopping malls were fun, hehe xD shall sleep now, i've a gathering with my paternal relatives tmr. bye!

will make a skin soon, this skin doesn't fit my current mood alrdy, haha

2010-08-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

J'en ai assez de vos plaintes! Ce n'était jamais notre défaut mais le tien, ainsi cesser essayant de nous blâmer!

2010-07-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

quick post.. my piano teacher finally bought me new books :D went shopping after piano lesson 'cause saw some pretty stuff yesterday while i was looking for jeremy's present.. went to buy a pair of red and white striped wedges to go with my dress :D thn went daiso, bought a pink-white striped folder, a flower hair-tie and 2 nail polishes. wanted to buy more but i don't wanna spend all my $$$.. hmm, haven't gotten a ne wbag despite my shopping trips.. saw 1 at mitju the other day but it cost $59.90 :X actually i got one at bhg for $13 'cause of clearance sale.. sadly, it stains my clothes and the stain can't be removed so i don't think i shall be carrying it around T.T
bye~

2010-06-27T12:37:00.005+08:00

went to celebrate belated father's day with maternal family yesterday.. had a similar incident with my sole and the 3 pin plug on the floor, this time with my finger and a piece of crab i was eating -.- went home to study after that, mum got auntie to go lot 1 and get stuff.. and she came back with this huge container of popcorn (as big as a small pail) and 3 large cokes

the container of popcorn :X

was compiling lit notes on lappy, and my sis was mapling on a comp near my lappy.. the noises were so irritating, i got a serious headache. tried to rest in my room but i could still hear the noises >< covered my ears with a pillow.. aft awhile, i'd a neighbour hammering and a baby neighbour throwing a tantrum.. got so fed up that i gave up trying to rest -.-

so gonna die for lit D: btw, comptine d'un autre été: l'après-midi is a damn good song to warm your hands up for piano 'cause they never cease to hurt after that (:

2010-06-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

back (: went vivo on saturday with family for shopping trip ^^ idk why my parents keep bringing us shopping recently :X it's not like they have anything they want to buy, just happy happy wanna bring family go shopping.. ohwells, shan't complain since i enjoyed it more than the one in m'sia which was a sad disappointment since i was hoping to buy loads of stuff there D: went to a taiwanese restaurant at vivo for lunch.. food was not too bad (: bought 1 tank top and a pinkish-red&white striped dress from pull and bear, 2 more tops and a cream with thin navy blue-striped dress.. realised that i've been buying loads of striped dresses recently, hahah.. i've 4 or 5 now xP went to zara too but didn't get anything from there.. felt that the clothes were either too expensive or that the clothing material was too thin and thus not worth the price.. went topshop too but didn't see anything that caught my fancy then ): went to river island and bought a pair of ballet flats made of denim :D mum needed to go to armani to help her friend check on something so we accompanied her.. the stuff there are so expensive, a plain black tank top cost $90 O.o didn't get to buy my ear studs D: the only ones that are wearable to school are all from my primary school days so they're super old like 11 years old >< have been wearing ear sticks to school since my secondary school days.. i want pretty silver ear studs ):

ohwell, better do my music theory >< make-up piano lesson tmr, bye (:

2010-06-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

back for a quick update.. hmm, went to swim with huiyee on tue then went to get my hair cut.. hair's slightly below my collar bone now and i've to actually comb my hair to tie a high ponytail unlike the past when i can just gather them all up then just smooth the sides ): went to m'sia with family, excluding sis yesterday for shopping trip.. but then ele wasn't around and it wasn't kinda bored especially when dad and dex were giving me the bored look so didn;'t buy much, only a swimming costume(my old one has become loose and i've been wearing my mum's new one), a blouse and a dressy-blouse depending on how you wear it, and base coat, mascara and healthcare products.. wasted $$$ on the mascara D: it looked good to use ('cause they've some added technology) but application is quite tough.. it ended up quite messy and i'd to re-do my mascara so many times today.. got fed-up so ended up using my usual one -.- waste my 42rm >< at least i didn't buy it in SG, hahah.. went to MAC thr, they don't have alot of stuff and they're more expensive than they're sold in SG ): wanted to go MNG but there was this super long queue 'cause they had up to 50% off so didn't feel like going in.. going junwei's house tomorrow then maybe going for jeremy's bbq, see how.. my dad didn't reply me D:

gotta go, bye

2010-06-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

back to post for awhile (: decided that there isn't a link between the design and the words i typed on it so i went to use this skin which i created back in yr 4 ^^ gosh, i'm so old now >< made some very minor changes here and there.. this is my most popular blogskin of those i uploaded on blogskins.com, though another of them seems to have caught up with it and the last time i checked(this afternoon), they were on par :D
i'm quite an amateur skinner so well, the no. of downloads was 346 when i checked.. i think it's quite an achievement actually, LOL.

for people who want personalised skins, i do them as well as long as the original skinners say that they allow personalising but won't do it for you. if you want me to do one from scratch, that;s fine too. just tell me how you want it, and i'll do it.. though, i;ll most likely do them after 'A's

2010-05-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

shall blog about my latest make-up haul :D went to sephora@ion again, this time with my sis :D had exclusive membership discount and they were having a promotion which ends today so i brought her along to go shop around.. bought Sephora Collection Color Play - 5 in 1, a make-up set with 5 pop-out palettes and 65 shades in all (10x eye shadow, 2x lip gloss, and 1xblush per palette) all at the discounted price of $59 (when it's originally worth $250!!!!), bronzer, metallic nail polish, sephora french manicure duo pink as well as a 30ml bottle of Hello Kitty perfume with free mirror, ribbon bracelet and perfumed towel!!! {♥} i was also given 2x 2ml samples of the perfumes as well {♥} so damn happy, wahahah.. xD

went vivo after that to meet diamond, minus cas (cip briefing) and zy 'cause he was supposed to meet william at bugis.. by the time i got there, siewlin has left for tjakra's party 1st ): went to shop around for tjakra's present thn went mu-ee and page one to do some window-shopping before leaving.. met yuchen at outram park thn william and zy joined us at bugis (: played with william's iphone and jonneh's htc on the way to pasir ris.. met cas thr and went ntuc at white sands to get charcoal and fire starters, walked to chalet, bought bbq grill thn went to look for tjakra they all..

lagged in the room when we reached while the 2d peeps were downstairs.. too tired after standing for the whole day >< went down for awhile, ate some spaghetti and chilli crab while waiting for 2D peeps to start the fire and cook.. didn't eat much 'cause fire was pretty low.. hahah.. choir peeps went up and talked abt our future ^.^ thn went down again to sing b'day song and cut tjakra's cake.. hahah, i think they went to the shop in jp which allows you to decorate your own cakes.. quite funny 'cause mingshin + 2D peeps wrote alot of stuff on it to suan tjakra.. most 2D peeps went up after awhile.. majority of choir peeps left at about 10.30pm.. tjkara realised that alot of the food were still uncooked and so huiyee, tjakra, zy, serming and i were trying to cook them in a frenzy.. hahah xP thn the peeps beside us didn;t wanna bbq anymore and gave us their supplies.. cooked those prawns for damn long thn tjakra realised tht their fire was dying but it was as hot as ours >< decided to use their pit too.. wrapped their grill with aluminium foil and cooked on top of it.. the food was cooked so much faster on the other pit and it almost caught fire 'cause of the butter :/ thank goodness it was alright in the end.. cooked all the seafood, a few otahs and some satays.. thn suddenly, there were people picking up a fight :X

stayed overnight to accompany huiyee in the end though i didn;t intend to at 1st 'cause i've piano the nxt day, i.e, tdy.. brought all the cooked food up.. watch some horror movie which isn;t very scary? though i was afraid of the part whr the body became distorted >< cannot stand distortions of any kind, but not afraid of gore and ghosts in movies.. went to bathe after tht while they played circle of trust with the remaining bread.. game was ending whn i came out of the bathroom so didn't get to eat much bread.. but i got the last K >< had to drink something they'd concocted: coke light + fuji apple sparkling juice + ferrero rondoir.. super sweet but otherwise quite ok since both are carbonated drinks and some of the dark choc on the ferrero rondoir was 'disintegrating' into the drink.. went to sleep soon after, about 3am though i didn;t rly sleep, was just lying on the bed with my eyes closed for the subsequent 5 hours before leaving the chalet with serming and zy..

ate breakfast with them at the kopitiam thn walked back to pasir ris to take train back home.. played guessing game all the way back.. serming made us guess the ones which the rest were playing in the aftnn while waiting for choir peeps.. some are quite gl and misleading, LOL. went home, practised piano.. thn my brain's totally fried whn i got to piano, cldn't play a single song properly even though it was fine at home >< took me super long to process wtv ms er was saying too :/ went library aft tht too since i haven;t been thr for some time..

tired, shall get some early sleep tonight (:

2010-05-02T09:59:00.008+08:00

You Are a Guardian Angel

You care deeply for your friends and family. Like a Guardian angel, you take protecting them seriously.

Besides guarding the ones you love, you have your eye out for all of humankind. You are very compassionate.

You are a natural caretaker, and you are very interested in social justice. You want to make the world better for everyone.

While you are responsible and conscientious, you are also light hearted. You are easygoing and even quite funny.

You Are a Blueberry

On the one hand, you can be very straight laced and traditional. People see you as conservative.

On the other hand, you have be quite silly and playful. You have a very colorful side to you.

You are conscientious and detail oriented. While you do like to play, work comes first.

You tend to be healthy and energetic. You have a lot to get done in your life, and you're on the go from morning til midnight!

You Are the Friendly One

You're a pretty ordinary guy or gal, and you can get along with almost anyone.

You are modest, hardworking, and an all around good person. You take an interest in the world around you.

You fit in with the crowd, and you're the type of friend everyone wishes they had.

You're happy being normal, but of course you're also unique in your own way. You just don't let your freak flag fly.

Your Taste in Music Says You're Cheerful

Your musical tastes are upbeat and conventional.

You are an easy going, optimistic person.

Family and friends are very important to you.

You enjoy caring for and helping other people.

You thrive in a tranquil environment, and you do your best to keep things peaceful.

You enjoy your life. You have your priorities straight.

You Are in Agapic Love

When you fall in love, you are completely unselfish about it. You give your all to your partner.

If you are with someone, his or or her happiness is your only concern. You put your partner first.

You are patient and forgiving. You will wait forever for your true love, even if he or she has left you.

You are completely accepting. When you love, you love unconditionally. It's the only way for you.

2010-03-24T18:12:00.001+08:00

Your T-Shirt Says You're Witty

You have an amazing sense of humor. You can range from silly to dark to sarcastic.

You are extremely playful and carefree. You try to inject fun into every situation.

You aren't a slacker though... if anything, you are competitive and aggressive.

You strive to be successful and popular. You want to be the best you possible.

The T-Shirt Test

2010-03-21T20:54:00.005+08:00

long time no blog.. but well, i';m only here to help aini advertise.. hmm, i've asked around but nobody has given me a formal reply so i'll ask it here again..

anyone free on fri, 26 march? :D Aini and Songern are performing a few Renaissance songs as part of their module.. it's at yong siew toh conservatory concert hall, level 1 @ 7.30pm. interested people please text me.. admission is FOC!!! go support them! :D

FYI: the ocncert hall is in NUS

for more info, click here

2010-02-07T21:57:00.002+08:00

back!!! quick post (: went to shop at ion today after piano.. bought some last min make-up and accessories. couldn't find my camera so i shall post pics of them next time =)

OMG!!! I'M SO GLAD THAT THERE'S SEPHORA AT ION!!! DAMN BIG ;D there are so many brands there, it's like cosmetics heaven!!! and i don't feel like going to sasa for cosmetics anymore, but that will never happen since that's where you can get cheap and good cosmetics, not alot of variety though.. bought some cosmetics to go with my cny outfit!!! btw, there's a promotion for urban decay ♥ just buy any 2 urban decay items and they'll give you a "travel pack" worth $145!!! lucky me, 'cause some of the stuff that i wanted to buy is in the travel pack so i could save some money and buy other stuff from urban decay instead!!! wahaha :D but i was quite disappointed with the Mac collections though.. they don't have some the stuff i wanted D: they had alot of eyeshadows though but they played them on almost every display counter and i don;t understand why -.- hmm, looks like if i really want mac cosmetics, i'd have to order online and get it shipped D: but my parents will never allow me to do so ): oh, and i went to paragon's guardian 'cause they were suposed to have this section for nyx cosmetics; apparently all the stuff were cleared D:

i'd also dearly love to get my hands on jesse girl and barry m cosmetics which are sadly unavailable in Singapore T.T they are available cheaply in drugstores in us and uk respectively and are of good quality; singapore pharmacies only sell those cheap and lousy ones other than from brands like maybelline, canmake, l'oreal which can be pretty expensive :S

gtg, bye (:

2010-01-04T11:22:00.002+08:00

back!! ok.. this is not an update, it's a RANT! haha.. hais, i don't enjoy doing music theory homework as much as i used to already. but it's not because it's difficult or anything but because it's super tedious. ms er claims that i finish my theory books too fast (1mth per grade) and to slow me down, she bought 3 years worth of past year papers which i've finished and i had one month of theory-free lessons. now she has bought me 2 theory books to slow me down even further.. LOL. and i'm freaking irritated (not with her though :D )now 'cause i've to rewrite melodies at the same pitch from treble/bass clef to tenor clef and vice versa for a total of 16 times!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! super tiring for my hand, if anything.. ugh!

2009-12-19T13:13:00.002+08:00

hmm, vacation trip.. nothing much 'cause i've been to malacca for the umpteenth time ( i practically go there every 3 years and stay at the same hotel 'cause my dad has corporate discounts there ==) visited the Hang Li Po temple and the wishing well, sat on the Melaka Taming Sari which is a 110-metre tall revolving tower which gives you a paranomic view of the developed parts of malacca, visited the Baba Nonya Heritage Museum where 2 episodes of 小娘惹 were recorded(? shot sounds wrong).. went to some open area with lots of trains, airplanes and other vehicles on display.. mainly shopping trip i guess.. bought 5 cotton dresses, a few blouses, some t-shirts to wear 'cause i don;t have many (most are barbie doll/hello kitty/hello panda graphic print tees from my pri school days which i no longer wanna wear ==), tights, leggings and cosmetics.. i was like on a roll man.. cosmetics there are super cheap after the conversion lah! but i didn't buy alot lah.. 3 small eyeshadow palettes only.. haha.. shan;t bore everyone with my new stash.. should continue homeworking soon..

byes~

2009-12-18T21:53:00.008+08:00

BACK FROM VACATION! SHALL POST ABOUT CONCERT 1ST :D

the concert has finally come to an end. i really miss the rehearsals, the friends i've made during the short period of time and the fun times as well as the 'hard' times we've shared. it was the most wonderful and magical music experience for me. the experience has helped me grow and mature as an individual, as a singer and as part of an ensemble. our hard work paid off and the sweet taste of success after the concert is still lingering.. ^.^ thanks to all my dearest friends for their support and their flowers, haha :D so sorry that i couldn't answer my phone (i couldn't find it under all that clutter :X) and meet you guys 'cause unlike zy's, my driver was super quick to gather us all and sent us to Relish, haha :) i'm not going to post a super long post like zy 'cause i'm not one with many words (unless i'm angry, LOL) didn't take any photos before concert so i only took some during the post-dinner party at Relish.. i don't have everything yet though so i'm only going to post a few =) and Aini, Siewwoon and everyone else with pictures, post the pictures quick! :D

siewlin & i :D

i look funny here :X

haha, ripped this of zy's blog 'cause i just added songern on fb so i've no access to the photos :/
seniors were coming around to our seats saying they wanted to take pictures with us.. suddenly, one of them (can't remember who said it) commented, "wah, why are juniors sitting?" we quickly jumped out of our seats and offered them to seniors.. seriously missed those times when we juniors were super respectful to our seniors, not talking back at them etc; unlike this new batch of juniors, super AP blah blah blah.. not that i mean that juniors should be all SENIORS-fearing. but minimally, RESPECT YOUR SENIORS.

i shall get the pictures with Aini 1st before posting them together with the ones taken with jianing :D love the 2 of them luh xD didn't take photos with Yina this time though.. ):

gtg, byes~

2009-11-29T09:45:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! NO MORE CHALET FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY PARTY T.T left with aranda which is super ex and aloha changi which is super ulu ._. zzz.. don;t know where to hold my party now.. i don't wanna feel like doing catering leh. if it's held at my house thn also cannot stay overnight 'cause my cousins definitely will and thn there's no more space for my friends D: i wanna cry now, LOL.

oh, and my wallet hasn't arrived too ._. rather the blogshop owner stopped contacting me after she said that stocks are arriving.. hopefully, she went overseas or something so she couldn't reply me.. i'm gonna kill myself if she runs away with our money 'cause 1st time it was OOS so she asked if we wanted a refund or we wanted to wait for the new batch to arrive and take orders again.. zzz

2009-11-28T23:10:00.004+08:00

went for light mass rehearsal with syc today :)so happy, i was singing more forward than usual and my high As were sung with considerable ease, no straining :D i think i'm a 怪胎 'cause qiyuan and liangying claim that singing with syc sops makes them sing backwards + they cannot hear themselves.. don't know leh.. think i'm weird.. btw, jia ning's my buddy for light mass! wahahaha! :D hilary's standing on the other side of me though.. she distances herself from me throughout rehearsal but she was nice to me after it ended.. weird.. and Aini came in late 'cause she had an exam. she was waving fervently to me during break, LOL. must have been too happy since her last core exam has ended.. hais.. i wonder if i can even make it that far in life.. :/

here's a photo which we took during the diamond outing!

i look the nicest in this, so too bad if some of you think that other photos are nicer ._.

too bad Jeanette wasn't there D: hmm, we shall have another outing soon i hope (:

went to botak jones to celebrate my youngest sis' birthday today after rehearsal.. i was only halfway done with my meal when i was already feeling full :/ i think i don't need to eat breakfast tomorrow le :X and i'm not exaggerating..

gtg, bye~

2009-11-27T14:30:00.004+08:00

kinda bored.. just posting a picture of my nails which i wore to DIAMOND outing.. i was in an almost full blue outfit (shirt, shorts, nails, bag) i bet jhosy will be proud of me =) for once, no pink except my toe nails. haha.. my hp was flat that day so they couldn't bluetooth me the photos. someone pls send the photos to me soon! post to fb also can :D

here's my prettaye blue nails:

went to bp collect the clothes that elaine bought from a blogshop. guess who's the blogshop owner? michelle, mervin's sister; what a coincidence! haha :D

gtg, bye~

2009-11-19T19:35:00.003+08:00

just went to do this quiz on some flash games website.. i'm surprised that it turned out to be true! haha.. here's my result:

hmm, bored today.. germ, weiyang and jeanette were supposed to come to my house today for mahjong de, in the end cancelled 'cause germ couldn't make it D: choir tomorrow, think i'll be dead though :/ i've missed all the combined pract with juniors thanks to PW.. while i'm able to sing tone poem, i've yet to memorise my 米农. my score is empty too :/ i did practise 米农 but i haven't written anything on it, not even my triangles and circles symbolising my solfege. i've been sight-singing in words the past few times this holiday and i still have a rough idea of how it sounds like when i went for juniors' practices.. hope all goes well tomorrow? and tomorrow is tone poem combined. damn sian. at least i memorised thank you for the music long ago, haha :D

2009-11-16T13:44:00.017+08:00

back :D recently there's been some problems with my IE and Firefox. For some reason, whenever i click on these icons, they bring me to some chinese search engines instead of my homepage. i tried restricting access to these sites but they still appear. though when i click on the "home" icon, they do bring me to my homepage. i as super irritated about it. my dad managed to solve the firefox one but not IE D: so i'm using firefox at the moment.

well, got bored when my dad was solving the problem 'cause (i) my sis was having tuition so i'm not to play the piano (ii) no fb, no msn. so i went to play with my collection of nail polishes instead. haha. this is how my nails look like now:

MY PRETTAYE GLITZY PURPLE NAILS ;D LOL

bimbo just sms-ed me to inform me of tomorrow's plans.. MY FELLOW DIAMOND PEEPS! pls don't let her go on with her current plans! :X

2009-11-15T18:37:00.003+08:00

hmm, i guess my blog's back to a place where i rant about you, yeah? hope you're honoured. i'm so sorry to my dear friends who visit my blog, only to read my boring complaints about you.

hmm, where should i start? well, if you could stop kpkb-ing, i'll consider coming home early whenever i go out. and puh-lease? i go out too often? yoohoo? you going bonkers or something? i hardly go out ok? if i do its school and piano? other than that it's choir practice during hols and study groups? while i admit that i do go out with choir juniors after their practices, the hours spent on this "outings" are so much shorter than the time i dedicate to my work and choir? and it's not as though i go for all my class outings? what more do you have to complain? seriously. you don't even know what you're saying. you should be grateful. hmm, if you really dislike my going out so often as you claim it to be, then please write me a letter of exemption from school so i don't have to go to the trouble of organising study groups, and spending 1+h journeys to school for choir practices etc; then i'll be where you want me to be -- home (: i think its a great pity that you made us behave this way - a hatred for this home.

you said that i've changed. that, i'll admit. but have you thought about what provoked this change? if you don't know, well, it's you. You weren't like this before either. your change makes me detest you, and ultimately, this home. this is why i refuse to come home early when i go out. and if your reason for this change is stress and pressure like he says, what makes you think that i don't? why can't you take my "outings" or late home-comings as a stress relief? it's not as though i spent my time clubbing or offering my services at geylang. is there anything wrong with spending some time with my friends after school weekly chatting about shared interests, recent on-goings, troubles and stuff? and my late home-comings isn't that late either, i'm usually home by 10.30pm. i seriously don't care if you know i'm talking behind your back, I SERIOUSLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

btw, i'd like to say that your recent outbursts are extremely hilarious.

~ you'll regret it someday when i've mustered enough courage :D

2009-11-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH BUT YOU CHOSE NOT TO BELIEVE IT SO I SHAN'T BOTHER TELLING YOU THE TRUTH IN THE FUTURE. AND, IF I DIDN'T WANNA GO, I WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE LEFT EARLY TODAY AND I WOULDN'T EVEN BE HOME YET AT THIS POINT OF TIME! SERIOUSLY, YOU SUCK TTM AND I HATE YOU MORE EACH TIME. I VOW THAT ONE DAY YOU'D REGRET THIS. AND I WON'T FEEL SORRY FOR YOU, BITCH. GOOD LUCK AND HAVE FUN

2009-11-09T15:30:00.003+08:00

sneaked out awhile just now.. haha, not sneak luh.. but since i was saying i felt as though i'm on house arrest, i guess that's an apt description? went out to buy 3 bottles of nail polishes.. pretty shades.. ^.^ oh, and i bought nail art brushes too! finally found them :D hais.. can;t find my original copy of my T2 report card. wonder why they need them anyway? i've already returned the photocopy what.. why do they want the original back? need to hand in tomorrow somemore D: RAWR!

2009-11-09T12:34:00.002+08:00

bored to death.. noone jio me go out today.. D: watched barbie and the 3 musketeers with my youngest sis ._. RAWR.. it's as though i'm in captive or on house arrest -.- I WANT CHOIR SO I GOT EXCUSE TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anw, my curfew for these few days would be 10pm (if i go out) until this thu.. zzz.. i can just go and die liao.. T.T i wanna go out!!!! i hate this home even more luh.. cooped up here.. i'd rather study out than stay here == i just want a different environment!!!! i hate this house!!! i want out!!! RAWR

2009-11-08T17:04:00.003+08:00

OP's finally over. so i'm left with submission of GPF. YAY! :D hais, i screwed up my Canon in D just now.. zzz.. spoil my nice song :/ hais.. now that pw is over, shall start mugging lit/math/chem or doing those dreadful homework D: shall take some time off to practise light mass though.. class outing to kbox on wed :D hais, wanna go do mani & pedi with them leh but my toenails seriously requires treatment.. and i wanna try my hands on some nail art tutorials which i watched some time ago.. need to buy more first!! i've alot of nail polishes but they either do not have the kind of texture i need for the nail art or i don;t have the shade D: Ahhh.. oh, and i can go shaoxing :D YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL.

anw, my dad's leaving for adelaide later for a work trip. sian, days of hell with my mum at home -.- shall go out to study and practise scores with siewlin and zy. thn i can minimise interaction, wahaha..i'll go for now, bye

2009-11-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

finished compiling E. Lit notes on WSS.. 42 pages.. wanted to die though it's just copying and pasting.. shall read that soon.. haven't started on my paper skirt.. but ms yim disapproves of the idea so i don;t know if i should start although charlotte has completed hers..went to holland v to buy ribbons for OP.. saw alot of pretty ribbons.. had the urge to buy them but i know i won't use them that often leh.. maybe i shall go there next time when i need them..

talk to aine just now for 2h15min :X i think that's my longest online conversation ever.. talk to her about alot of stuff, from choir to music to studies and others.. :D hais.. if she were my jie, life would be so good luh.. and i won't bully her like my sisters do.. i'd love her ttm and i no longer have to be envious of siewlin and siewwoon :/ though i'm not sure if she treats me more like a younger sis or friend.. but she's super nice to me during the whole time i had during rehearsals and performance days to interact with her as well as during our conversation, and she puts up with all my questions including random ones.. haha.. looking forward to seeing her soon =)

虽然我们没有血肉关系，但她让我终于感受到做妹妹的感觉。那种感觉是非笔墨所能形容的。如果有这样的姐姐，我就不会再讨厌这个家了；因为她会给我家添了一种归属感。好可惜啊！

2009-11-01T22:06:00.003+08:00

finally, Colours of Music is over! :D had enough of late nights rehearsals and pw on alternating days, super tiring.. well, i enjoyed the singing experience though ^.^ made many friends with SYC people :D I ♥ Aini!!! haha.. she's damn funny :D rehearsals rock thanks to her.. brightens up my day with all the funny things she say or do.. miss SYC people like mad now.. Yina, quickly upload the photos!!! =D singing alto for Colours of Music wasn't too bad i guess, though i miss singing with the Sopranos. Sadly, Aini repeatedly reminds me that i'm a utility singer but hey! i was only a utility singer by ms tham 'cause i'd to help altos for this concert.. i wasn't a utility singer before that.. nevermind.. i won't know Aini and Yina and all the other altos who were uber nice if i didn't sing alto with them. and karen who stands on the other side of me is pretty funny too.. especially all her comments on how and when we should put down/ take our files, switch on and off our booklights.. xD

hais.. back to work.. OP this fri.. meeting keith prince again on wed.. just realised that the timing clashes with my OP rehearsal with ms yim.. ugh! how? die die die.. :X let pw be over soon.. though i don;t really hate it 'cause it was fun making all the prototypes.. makes me feel as though i'm having art and craft lessons again which i've greatly missed.. gtg, bye!

2009-10-24T11:52:00.002+08:00

back! hais, a series of unfortunate events befell me.. on tue (or rather wed) i slept at 4am and woke up at 7am 'cause i had to go back to school for pw, after which i had choir practice until 7.30pm.. my dad didn;t fetch so took 963 with germ, wenli and zy.. went bpp to buy mr bean ice-cream thn walked to lrt station.. suddenly i realised that my hp pouch's missing so zy and i started retracing our steps back so we walked all the way back to bpp. saw min and she helped me search for it for awhile thn she went back to swensens' to meet her parents.. couldn;t find it so we went home.. by the time i reached home, it was 10+ and i was tired from the late night sleep and the full day of activity. told my parents tht i'd lost my hp again and my dad drove me thr agn to look for it.. wth -.- i was damn tired already and he made me go back there and walked that whole stretch of streets 2 more times, making my total no. of times 5.. zzz.. woke up at 9am the next day, pia op slides then went to make a new ez-link card and get a replacement sim card. went to bb's 1st.. there wasn't anybody at the service counter ._. went to woodlands' instead. saw weijie on the train.. he was sitting opp me and we didn't notice each other until like a few stops later. LOL. anw, whn i went to woodland's hello! shop with my mum's ic and authorisation letter, the lady at the counter told me that i've to be 21 and above to be able to receive my new sim card with the authorisation letter.. zzz.. so i went to the payphone to call my mum.. she told me to go to her office thn we'll go to the one at bugis to get a new sim card. took 960.. i didn't realise tht there was a curb and i fell -.- ok, so met my mum and everything, got new sim card, good. took 67 home.. was damn tired so i slept on the bus.. after some time, i realised that the bus wasn;t moving so i got up to see what happened. there was an accident at the junction turning into cck and the bus was too big to go through.. ._. we were trapped on the bus for 20min before the driver turned straight into bb. the driver's estimation sucked or something.. overshot so many u-turning points.. he overshot the one nearest to the highway too.. wth.. if some people didn't kp on the bus, i bet he wouldn't have reversed thn do a u-turn. by the time i reached home was like 4+. like wth luh? i was supposed to be able to settle my ez-link card and sim card in maximum 2 hours and now i took 5h -.- seriously, whn have you ever heard of people having misfortunes on consecutive days luh? zzz.. so aft tht took a quick dinner then went to meet jeanette to go for rehearsal at sch.. went i reached home it was 10+ but i was tired from the rushing and everything but i decided to prepare my op script and edited the slides.. slept at 1+am.. woke up at 7am to go back for pw again.. brought clothes with me to change this time.. went for lunch with peixian at ikea thn went back to school to meet mr prince about H1 Lit.. went back to juniors.. weikai came back thn disappeared.. stayed for their pt, waited for zy thn went with ruth to the music room to get scotch tape and scissors.. went back to juniors again.. warm up was horrible, especially vocals. don't know what happened to them. they seemed to be harmonising with the key the pianist was playing. @_@ couldn;t stand it anymore. left.. i went to bpp to change 1st thn zy went home to change.. whn i was changing, i realised that my tube was missing.. zzz.. went to look around for a shop which sells tube then quickly go and wear.. and my stupid sim card!!!! it can't receive calls or sms.. i can only do outgoing calls/sms-es.. zzz.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2009-10-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

LOL. i totally forgot that the juniors still have school so i asked ruth if she's joining the juniors for practice in the morning.. :X haha.. blur me.. in a holiday mood already though i just claimed that it didn't feel as if term has ended due to pw.. i still have french tomorrow too.. hais.. must start mugging again.. don't think i'll have alot of time next year.. there's alot of performances coming up too.. hope i can cope with everything.. lynette came to my house today and we continued with our notebook :D we felt so accomplished 'cause it looked damn nice which were charlotte and peixian's comments too when i showed them the picture online.. haha :D hope we really do well for pw.. if not all our effort in our products would have gone to waste D: shall post pictures of the products after we're done with pw :D

2009-10-18T22:44:00.004+08:00

today has been a super boring day.. stupid me just realised that today's 18 Oct and many of my friends are at chalet.. poor me, for the whole day i'd only practised scores, reading, played the piano, facebook, watch a little tv.. so sian.. i lack social activity today D: supposed to have pw today with lynette to continue making our product but she's sick so we postponed it to tomorrow.. hope she'll be fine by then.. jhosy was sick yesterday and she didn't turn up for practice with syc.. ohwells D: get well soon to all those who are unwell :) as you can see, i'm totally bored.. and for the whole day, the max no. of people i've counted who are signed into msn today is only 13.. how pathetic is that? i separate my contacts into groups and there are some groups which are totally empty.. depressing, eh? i need and want my friends back!!! i miss my seniors too D: bloghopped to some seniors' blogs for the past hour.. SENIORS, COME BACK AND SING TONE POEM WITH US!!! AT LEAST, COME BACK AND VISIT US SOON :D

2009-10-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

term has ended but doesn't seem like one, thanks to pw D: realised that recently i don't know what to blog about, damn sian.. LOL..

2009-10-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

the world's crashing before my eyes

I HATE MYSELF

2009-09-29T19:53:00.003+08:00

j'espère que tout serait bien :)

j'ai eu de compréhension écrite auhourd'hui.. c'est pas grave, je comprends tous. peut-être c'est parce que c'est la première fois cette année que je n'ai pas un mal à la tête pendant le jour de CE :/ c'est la rédaction demain.. je suis nerveuse D: je ne la sais pas préparer.. je voudrais la rédaction et la compréhesion orale seront passées vites (:

hmm.. got back math paper so far.. wasn't very well done.. hais.. got a C for overall, wth.. 58.8, unless i counted wrongly -.- don't know if they got back ELL today.. hais.. this time sure GG liao.. hais studying for compo tomorrow.. it's the only thing that pulls my french grade up and it's only a 15% of the total paper.. zzz.. making a new blogskin soon.. any ideas? ;D

2009-09-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

parfois, j'espère que nous ne nous rencontrions pas mais ça veut dire que nous ne sommes pas des amis aussi

2009-09-04T21:18:00.002+08:00

back again.. going on a hiatus soon.. well, i already go on hiatus most of the time so you guys shouldn't miss me too much. LOL!

had french oral yesterday.. asn't as bad as i thought it would be.. mme tse was nice.. well she's always nice.. she examined me for oral in yr2 too.. but it was super embarrassing then 'cause i exclaimed "OMG" loudly when i saw the topic which i'd chosen (we had to draw lots so it depended on luck :/) after i went down, met some of my past and present classmates.. chatted with them, comforted them, gave them tips and stuff like that.. i lagged until 5+ before leaving with yifei.. she wanted to treat herself with a hagen daz ice-cream :/ if i hadn't gone to coffee bean before oral, i'd have bought an ice-cream too. i went for a cheaper and healthier alternative at mr bean when i reached cck though :) i accompanied yifei to window shop at j8, well 'cause she was stressed out that she cried in class once so i really hope that window shopping did her some good.. ;) as we were walking around, we saw a crowd forming so we went to see what's the commotion about. there were 2 ladies arguing 'cause one of them told her child to stay near the automatic sliding doors while she went to another shop within view form the door as her daughter did not want to come along with her. apparently, the other lady saw the little girl alone at the door and confronted the mum when she came back.. she scolded the mum for being irresponsible and stuff, the mum tried to explain and ended up quarrelling.. the little girl was traumatised and started crying.. and the 2 security guards who were standing outside the door all the while did not even try to separate the 2 women and disperse the crowd -.- and anyway, after the mum left in a huff with her daughter, the other lady continued telling the "newcomers" about the mum.. like, wth?!

went to army open house today.. the pre-show segment and the show was interesting, the equipment were pretty cool but it was damn freaking hot.. i was tired by the end of the whole thing.. feel damn tired.. gonna sleep early tonight.. tatas~

2009-08-29T23:42:00.001+08:00

it's been a long time since i've posted.. ok.. have been going out with dhsc people quite often recently,like 4 times during the past week :D had alot of fun.. went to bugis with them yesterday.. took neoprints with some of them.. it's been ages since i last took one.. hehe.. alot of funny things happened yesterday.. totally hilarious!

hais.. anyway, i had such a bad scare today.. was caught between 2 of my best male friends.. glad it's finally over.. ^.^ as wilson from dhsc says, 2 guys making a girl worry, tsk tsk.. haha xP

it's late now.. guess i should go soon... going to the columbarium to pray for my late paternal grandfather and cousin then rush for piano.. looks like i've got no time to do my work again. wasted alot of my time today due to the incident mentioned above.. too affected to do my work anyway, hais.. looks like i'd have to wake up at 3am, go back to slp at 5am then continue doing my homework on the bus and in class/canteen.. zzz..
tatas~

2009-06-15T17:22:00.003+08:00

back after a long hiatus! :D and i finally made a new blogskin xD hmm.. just realised that simple yet colourful designs seem to be my style for the moment.. no more elaborate designs like the past.. well, as you can see, my current skin is on my favourite HELLO KITTY ♥ exams are coming and i feel unprepared :/ RAWR!!! HELP!!! tmr's june camp @ sentosa as usual.. i guess i shall mug now if not tomorrow would be a full day of slacking :/ tatas~

2009-05-10T14:33:00.002+08:00

hi! i'm back :D not posting much.. just helping rouying to spread the message around.. here it goes..

INSPIRE'09 is proud to present you with a series of 3 concerts! Starting off with HEARTBEAT, a dance concert, featuring exciting dance forms like hip hop, street dance, belly dance, belly dance, modern and chinese dance, etc which will be held on 12/13jun @ HCJC audi. There will also be a choral and instrumental concert held on 25jul. Tix are at $8 each. All proceeds will go to THE STRAITS TIMES SCHOOL POCKET MONEY FUND.

INTERESTED PEOPLE, PLS CONTACT ME AND I'LL HELP YOU GET THE TIX THROUGH ROUYING. THANKS! :D

2009-05-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

SYF's tomorrow.. ohwells, not really scared.. quite excited really.. just kinda worried about my voice? it's been weird since last fri TT now my voice literally doesn't come out recently and i seem to be mouthing the words.. wth ._. nevermind.. shan't worry too much.. as long as we've done our best, it'll be fine regardless of the outcome :D Jiayou RVCS ♥

2009-04-19T17:34:00.004+08:00

back! :D shall talk about my m'sia shopping trip.. well, as usual, bought alot of clothes luh.. 3 mango basic tees, 1 dress, 3 blouses and of course my beloved new silver roxy wallet ♥

here's a picture of it if you haven't seen it :D

my beloved new silver roxy wallet ♥

ok.. well, michelle's wedding is coming soon and i haven't bought anything suitable to well though i've been shopping.. worse come to worse wear the green choir costume. LOL! hais.. mainly went to cotton on to get my tank tops and shorts and denim wear.. bought a pair of shoes from bugis on good friday too.. bought lots of cute files with japanese cartoon characters :D so cute luh.. saw this cosmetic pouch which i wanted to buy at bugis too but the one of the crystal studs came off and they didn't have a new one D: i wanted it leh.. hello kitty de summore TT

the damn chio HELLO KITTY cosmetic pouch! ♥ (sorry for the shdow though.. take asap.. scared the shopkeeper scold me :X )

the stitch one behind it is quite cute too.. but i'd choose hello kitty over stitch anytime, thank you :D

3rd piano lesson today.. finished my theory book within 3 lessons, i'm pro.. wahahaha xD no luh.. i suck at practical.. practical only completed 3/5 within the same period of time D: hais.. nevermind, JIAYOU!

SYF's coming soon.. but busy timetables packed with tests :D hope i can cope.. and there's syf exchange and performance at vch as SAJC's guest choir.. hope we'll have a great time making good music :D mr ong made it compulsory for the juniors to go for the concert -.- ohwells..

hais.. no idea why i've been so pessimistic ever since i've stepped into this school.. and it's getting worse as the years go by.. i used to be so optimistic in primary school :D don't believe, go ask rouying :D the only reason which will make me cry is when i'm not top 10 in class (which happened once because there were 6 9th in class, making me 15th ==") and when i scored below 40 for my tests (which happened only twice when i got 39.5)you can call me a crazy bitch for being so achievement-oriented but that's how i measure how useful/useless i am.. it makes me happy whenever i do well but at the same time, i don't think i'm going too overboard about being dissatisfied with my results, singing, bball, etc. i just complain or harp on it quite often, heh.. i want acknowledgement but i want it as a recognition of the effort i've put in not because of fame, popularity or whatsoever .. i just dislike getting discredited for things which i'v spent so much time and effort on.. moreover, i still have many friends and i care for them deeply.. i don't ignore my friends because i'm not a cold-hearted and unfeeling, achievement-oriented person.. friends are just as important to me as my achievements, or even more.. but having many friends or being a good friend will not get me into a good university, so please forgive me if i ever start rattling on about how sucky i am and stuff.. i'm just on ranting mode, heesh.. i know i'm asking for alot but, yeah..\

well, gtg.. byes~

2009-04-02T22:14:00.003+08:00

had a busy week.. balloting for syf timing's out.. we're the last choir, 4.15pm.. and guess what? hcjc's right before us.. ohwells, my dearest members of rvcs, let's just jiayou and do our best! ;D hehe.. hmms.. busy week.. finally presented my part on Environment for french lessons.. the author of that stupid article spent like the 1st chapter talking about the definitions of nature and counter-arguing the different definitions.. like wth -.- and it was super philosophical.. philosophy in english is difficult enough, but in french? RAWR.. so anyway, since long chuan lost her thumbdrive and her other group members do not have a copy of those slides, we skipped point 3.. then hannah and sherlyn didn't do either so after pravin's group. it was my turn. ALONE.. yes, alone. well nicole quit french during the holidays so i'm like the only left in the group.. it was super scary ok.. quite glad that it actually went on well enough and that even m. chan said i did a good job ;D and for some weird reason, we were talking about teletubbies during break.. super random.. then we lagged and refused to go back for lessons.. haha.. but obviously we went back luh.. did some exercise then the bell rang damn loudly kays.. chased us out of the class D: and m. chan's going for reservice so we'll be joining the j2 classes :/ super scary.. ohwells.. gtg.. tatas~

2009-03-22T18:59:00.002+08:00

ok.. i'm here to post about my holidays :D well, these holidays have been very busy for me, going out almost everyday.. i went to the podiatrist on monday, had to wear insoles because my feet has alot of joint movements which resulted in my big toe not being aligned with the rest when i walk.. in the afternoon, i was supposed to play bball with germ, calvin, clement, ming shin and weiyang but it was raining so we went to germaine's house first where they played WII.. when the rain had stopped, we went to play bball.. the floor was still wet and weiyang ended up injured because he slipped and fell.. i almost slipped 5 times but i didn't :] after that, i took 190 with ming shin and i went to lot 1 whereas the others went to bpp.. bought 2 jeans shorts and 2 tank tops which cost $50 after discount.. on tuesday, went for choir practice then went to vch for sound check with juniors.. we were louder than juniors when we were like 1/3 their size? :X nevermind, juniors, dont give up! you can do it :D after that the seniors walked to raffles place int where we had a snack at jolly bean :D went to lot after that with cck/bp/yt people for dinner.. ate at koba.. yes, there's koba at lot 1 now xD woots! juniors(the usual bunch - calvin - cherie + yujun + joel) soon joined us afterwards (they had some make-up lesson together with other performing arts students).. went to food junction where a few of them had dinner while the rest just talked.. and vanssa and i were ignored.. poor us.. so we took my hoodie and emo-ed. then we sudenly acted like we were very excited and were talking gibberish, laughing.. jiarong was eyeing us suspiciously.. haha.. then weiyang and jeanette were singing medley from grease.. weiping has this weird expression on his fae which vanessa has managed to capture on her phone.. hehe.. xP me, germ, cow, zy and wy went to bpp after that.. played truth or truth.. haha.. you'll never guess what we manage to learn about.. i won't divulge xP wednesday, went out to buy my hello kitty bag {♥}, 2 jeans skirts, a pair of sandals, a bottle of deodorant, lots of hair accessories, 2 blouses :X my uncle brought my cousins and i to pasir ris park.. learnt to cycle.. i only managed to learn to balance and cycled 12 cycles consecutively (maximum).. call me noob.. got only a few bruises.. went to marina barrage.. went to the gallery tolearn more about the barrage.. quite cool ;D went home after that.. thursday morning, i went to je library with veron, zy, mingshin and william to discuss choir cip stuff.. saw jonneh and yansheng.. went to look for them after meeting, borrowed some books and left.. went to lot 1 wth zy where we saw a sales on vcd.. looked for rent, les misérables, etc.. too bad hk drama serials were not on sales D: went up to more vcd/dvd shops to look for vcds/dvds.. then went to zinc.. sadly, i feel that the design nowadays are not very nice.. hais.. went to pasar malam after that.. ate tako then went home.. my uncle made me go cycling again and this time, i can really cycle le.. cycled from 1 end of pasir park to the other and back :D but i fell 4 times in total and got a lot of bruises which i didn't get the previous day :X my legs looked like i've been abused. LOL.. had chor workshop with velasco again.. it's my 3rd choral workshop with him (the first when i was in p6) :D he rocks man.. he's soo damn cool.. ^^ went to vivo for lunch which was quite late because the girls "marched down" to ms ek's office because she opposed the design of the pants of our new costume which we liked better than her suggestion before queueing up to take our measurements.. and eunice and dianfeng came after the workshop, only to find that we were done with practice :X and eunice repaired my pitchpipe :D i can finally blow my F# again ;D yay! Eunice rocks.. hehe xD went to meet juniors at vivo.. played chucky.. forfeit was truth or truth.. after that, some of them went for dinner at superdog whereas the seniors didn't since we finished our lunch at 4+ :X some went home after that while the rest (me, germ, amelia, zy and wy) went to vivo mart.. bought a cup of ice-cream.. went harbourfront center (can't remember why) then walked back to bus int.. went to the pasar malam at bp.. it's so much bigger than cck's == jealous.. bought bandung and shared with wy while zy bought bird's nest and shared with germ.. just walk walk den i lent wy 40cents to buy chicken wing.. haha.. my 40cent got me 1 chicken wing to be shared by all 4 of us whereas he brought the other home.. quite worth it.. lol.. then suddenly, my mum called and kb-ed me.. threatening to ground me and that i'm not even allowed to go for the juniors' syf exchange the next day -.- so i went home first.. saturday, went to mgs with juniors for the exchange.. shan't talk too much about it.. after that we accompanied liangying to YMS for syc audition then the rest of us left.. went to buy a large popcorn and 2 medium sized drinks and we shared among the 3 of us.. went to mac to do homework while waiting for my cousins to reach bugis.. haven't seen and gone out with them for a long time.. went to lan for awhile then went bugis street.. bought a pair of earrings only because i'd already spent >$150 on shopping.. actually wanted to buy a wallet, a bag and a pair of shoes but ohwells.. maybe next time.. feel so guilty about spending so much already/.. stayed home the whole day.. do homework.. hais,.. still chiong-ing.. ok, i gtg.. bb~

2009-03-09T20:52:00.004+08:00

saturday's prac was like shit.. so was my performance for bball that day.. only shot 1 goal.. D: and *ahem*, my singing was v bad and i was so pissed with myself that i emo-ed and cried, resulting in this crying episode among sopranos :X i'm sorry jhosy and qiyuan for making you guys cry as well D: it was a most traumatising experience.. didn't know that my crying is that infectious :S hais, so apparently, got another scolding from zy, as usual -.- went bpp with juniors.. this time including clement and vanessa :D went to calvin house, watched bring it on.. interesting movie.. funny at parts.. though i really regret that weiyang was there too.. because apparently, he was trying to imitate some moves a cheerleader was doing (kinda sexual de) and he didn't execute them very well and instead made him look gay == me and vanessa were laughing all the time.. thinking of plans to *ahem* shan't say.. hehe.. lol.. went to orthopedics today... and the doctor sucks.. he was chit-chatting with other doctors when he was supposed to be attending to the patients, spending 10-15mins each time.. and then when my turn finally arrived, he probed at my leg which didn't hurt that much anymore. now, thanks to his "professionalism" my meninscus hurt again.. thanks man.. you're the best.. and i even got a scratch from the appointment, compliments from the doctor :D zzz.. went back for lessons after that.. dead tired now.. multi-tasking doing chem prac, discussing ell & pw, and of course, blogging.. slept at 2.30am.. feel like dying now.. lol.. shall go back to my work.. tata~

2009-02-28T21:28:00.003+08:00

hi ;D back from hiatus.. my comp's finally repaired xD tests were sucky so i shan't talk about them.. my knee still hurts at times D: hurts real bad now.. :X gg play bball later :X yes.. i know.. my knee's injured and i'm still playing bball.. i usually just camp there and shoot.. and i'd "run" sometimes.. actually it's more like a gallop.. i cannot bend my right knee, that's why.. well, sometimes you'll see me scuttling like a crab too == and when i jump to catch the ball or shoot, you'll notice that my right leg is on the ground so it's like a K-shape.. == so poor thing right.. wanna play bball then so restricted.. and william sucks.. he said halfway during bball, "charlene, you are not a cha bor" which i calmly replied, "well, william, you are not a da bor" and then he said it's because i'm handicapped. LOL. i didn't know that being temporarily handicapped makes me less of a female == felt damn insulted luh.. zzz.. and i shot 3 goals today.. :] though that's kind of my average for each bball sessions with choir peeps :X last week i shot 4 or 5 though.. must jiayou :D hahaha.. I LOVE BBALL ♥ and i incurred alot of injuries today :X my right knee got hit, my left ankle sprained, left arm got hit D: but it's ok ;D i had alot of fun.. BECAUSE IT'S BBALL... WAHAHAHAHA.. LOL. feel retarded.. lmao.. ok.. go practise piano for awhile before going down for bball again xP bb~

2009-02-03T20:38:00.004+08:00

back ;D supposed to host hongkong students de but i left after bringing them to the VR classroom because i had a dental appointment.. mouth totally got abused again.. zzz.. i had to redo the photograph taking and the plaster mould thingy again because they chipped the one they made the previous time == my poor mouth..i think it just got stretched wider again.. zzz.. and the dentist said that my lower jaw is unbalanced as one side of my lower jaw is longer than the other and that my jaw is slightly to the left.. when i drop my jaw, my jaw will swing towards the left too.. and then suddenly, there were at least 5 other dentists who flocked to me == they were examining me like i'm some unusual creature.. damn scary luh.. and they still said, "don't worry, yours is an interesting case, and plus, we have no patients at the moment so we came over to see" == and i was so tired that i fell asleep whenever my dentist was at his computer typing his observations and when he called for this other dentist to double check on his observations because apparently, it didn't match the ones the previous time == ok.. so after my 1h30min long appointment, i rushed back to scholl for chem practical make-up.. only finished at 6.45 so didn't visit RVC after that, so sad.. D: hmm, i'll better do my work le.. bb

oh, btw weiyang got into B2.. stun lor.. hahaha.. need to relearn parts and audition is coming soon? poor thing.. hopefully he can hold scores during audition? otherwise it's a little unfair.. jiayou.. gonna coach him tomorrow and saturday(with weiping).. and weiyang, please lor, you must thank me for correcting your voice.. wahahahahaha ;D LOL

2009-02-02T21:35:00.003+08:00

hey ;D i'm back after a long hiatus.. actually, it's just that my non-laggy comp is finally repaired.. woots ;D my the other comp takes me more than 1 hour to sign onto msn == and the internet connection sucks.. must press enter a gazillion times before it starts processing my request.. zzz.. ohwells.. hmm.. class steamboat was fun, this year's b'day seems to be my most unlucky day ever [i incurred alot of injuries both in school and at home D: ].. got to pon school today.. haha.. left after morning assemly for swap programme.. saw weiyang while i was going down.. he's hosting korean students tomorrow.. so cool.. haha.. nevermind.. i'm hosting hongkong students tomorrow... not too bad either.. ;D ok.. today's activities were fun but tiring.. first we had mangrove salvaging which was really hard.. after lunch, we had reflection sharing and presentations by hongkong students, signing of MOU, receiving souvenirs from the organisation and then tea break.. after tea break it was the guided tour.. as usual, RI pangseh-ed us again == so we were further spilt into 2 groups.. hmm, the guiding wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, since we hadn't been to sungei buloh after returning to singapore from hongkong.. fortunatley, we still remembered our stuff.. and we spotted 2 jellyfish ;D been there so many times but we've never spotted them before.. and jianqin's the jellyfish communicator.. hahah.. everytime the jellyfish floats away, he'll yell for it to come back and it will... so hilarious.. hmm.. going for dental tomorrow so i'll have to leave halfway during the hosting :X sian-ness.. gtg.. bb

2009-01-18T14:49:00.004+08:00

due to weiyang's request, i shall post -.- hmm.. well, i love 5C ;D haha.. a group of fun and friendly people though i feel left out at times.. D: well, i have 17h40min of free period every week :X and on mon, which i mon, i have 4h conecutive free period!!! i'd be bored to tears.. ok.. so as usual, went to RVC's practice again.. did salve regina.. and tenors were totally ATROCIOUS!!! OMG luh.. you should have heard them :X nobody is singing it correctly :X so tenors and basses went for sectionals.. i went to help the tenors.. was standing between hubert and weyang, listening to them and correcting them.. suddenly, weiyang was asking, "ehh.. i got headache leh.. you have or not ah? someone's voice.." and i was like ya lor.. i also hear until headache.. so he went to ask clement who was on his right.. and he too said that he has a headache.. and we concluded that the culprit was andy because my headache intensified when i left to listen to him :X so i changed place to stand between andy and clement.. don't want clement and weiyang to get headache when they're the ones who have to learn this song and sing for syf ;X after that, everyone combined but it was still horrendous :X so they were dismissed early.. while the committe was having a meeting, i went to teach hubert, clement and weiyang again.. but hubert left hlfway.. sing sing sing then the band came near the LTs to play.. it was very disruptive so weiyang was like "tuba, shut up la" and they really shut up though i don't think they were playing the tuba.. we laughed like mad.. ok, for those who don't know about this tuba joke, it's a long story.. after awhile, they started playing again so weiyang said the same thing.. and they really shut up again, this time only for awhile.. so we went to "insect garden" as weiyang calls it, which was where i brought them to the first time to teach them ondeh ondeh and meplalian.. and then andy came along, saying "there's a fat ass in my class" and we just burst out laughing.. damn funny luh.. and i was thinking, was that a satire? then he was like, "really, he's very 不受欢迎 one.." LMAO!!! wah.. and we laughed even louder.. then we also felt that it was still very noisy near the insect garden (there was another group of band members practising + RVCS altos were having sectionals at bass park) so we went back to where we originally were.. after the committee meeting has ended, zy, mervin, weiyang and I went to vivo with majority of the the yr 3 comm to celebrate COWVIN's birthday ;D went to superdog for dinner then went to sky garden to play chucky.. weiyang is a noob -.- every time call him then he lose the gun.. he lost 3 times consecutively luh.. until we don't know what forfeit he should do -.- after that change to concentration with only 4 people -.- then went home le..

then yesterday went to bugis to buy my shoes and bags for CNY wahahaha.. all my shopping for CNY's done except for those so went there with min, ele, ah yee, uncle and the 2 young ones.. lol.. don't even know why they go there for what.. bugis street also sell very few things for young kids de.. went lot one after.. went to cotton on to buy 2 tank tops and red shorts.. wahahaha.. the shorts colour so chio.. LOL.. went to sasa to buy hand cream and hair cologne also.. i actually wanted to buy eyeshadow de lor.. but it cost $16 for 1 stick :X and i want to buy body mist!!! RAWR.. lol.. ok luh.. bb~

2009-01-17T22:43:00.003+08:00

B O R E D.. decided to do more blogthings.. haha ;D

Your Friendship Style is Empathetic

You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection.

You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants.

You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need.

You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return.

You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama.

You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected.

You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space.

You and a Philosophical Friend: Respect one another. You love to learn about your Philosophical Friend's brilliant ideas.

What's Your Friendship Style?

OMG.. this is so true..

You Attract a Virgo

When hard working, honest, perfectionist Virgo meet you, they've met their match.

Virgo want to be proud of their partner, and you can rise to a Virgo's high standards.

Your Virgo has a lot of life advice and wisdom to impart. And you're willing to listen.

You don't mind your Virgo taking a teacher role in your relationship. You don't take criticism or suggestions personally.

What Sign Do You Attract?

wahahaha.. no wonder why i have so many virgo friends.. ;D

Your Word is "Love"

You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people.

Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love.

You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love.

And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship.

What's Your Word?

LOL.. no comments..

You Are a Comma

You are open minded and extremely optimistic.

You enjoy almost all facets of life. You can find the good in almost anything.

You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests.

You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time.

Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to.

(But with so many competing interests, you friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.)

You excel in: Inspiring people

You get along best with: The Question Mark

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

hmm.. this is not quite true.. i don't think i'm very optimistic :X ok, it depends on what stuff.. LOL

You Can Say "Merry Christmas" in 10 Languages

You can say "Merry Christmas" in:

English

Japanese

French

Arabic

German

Italian

Swedish

Greek

Gaelic

Esperanto

How Many Languages Can You Say "Merry Christmas" In?

wahahaha.. i can say merry x'mas in 10/15 languages.. so proud of myself.. ;D and i didn't cheat ok, i deduced those that i don't know by looking at how they were written

Your Colors Say You Are Quirky

When you are at peace, you are:

Energized and innovative

When you are moved to act, you are:

Unorthodox and idealistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Spontaneous and adventurous

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Light hearted and funny

Your life's purpose is:

To reach enlightenment

The Ultimate Color Test

hmm.. quite true.. though i'm not very sure what's my life's purpose.. :X

You Are Impressionism

You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways.

You tend to focus on color and movement in art.

For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail.

You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature.

What Art Movement Are You?

wahahaha.. so true again ;] and impressionism happens to my most favourite art movement of all ;D

Your Fragrance Profile

The best calming fragrance: vanilla

The best fragrance for everyday wear: orange

The best fragrance to boost your sex appeal: lavender

The best fragrance for energy: pine

What's Your Fragrance Profile?

wahaha.. i like vanilla and lavender fragrance ;D i just went sasa just now and i saw this lavender fragrance.. smell damn nice.. omg.. i want to buy it!!! lol.. hmm orange as in orange blossom is it? never heard of orange ones before.. never seen pine fragrance before too..

Your Little Black Dress Says You're Quirky

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.

Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.

If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

The Little Black Dress Test

hmm.. quite true.. though you'll only see me being lively and outgoing after you've become my close friend.. LOL

Your Inner Muse is Euterpe

You are most like this muse of music.

While you may or may not be musical...

You love music and set life to your own personal soundtrack.

And you are good at making anyone's heart sing!

What Muse Are You?

wahahaha.. yes.. I LOVE MUSIC.. MUSIC IS MY LIFE ;D

You Are 69% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.

You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

hmm.. 69% only? not very hgh leh.. still say i beyond creative -.-

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.

You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

this is like not very true 'cause i still suck at playing the piano.. though i feel that my sight-reading has improved slightly :X

ok.. gtg.. bb ;]

2009-01-04T00:11:00.006+08:00

i'm bee ohh are eee dee.. lalalas~ so i did some blogthing quizzes which i haven't been doing for a very long time.. and the most number of blogthing results i've posted in 1 post is 29.. haha.. ok.. here it goes..

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.

Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.

You are often the first to try something new.

You are full of life and vigor.

You have an amazing amount energy, and you keep very active.

Some people feel like you can't focus on them. You do tend to be restless

You love new adventures and activities. You enjoy living a full life, even if it is chaotic.

You feel lost when things are quiet. You rather not think... you prefer to just do!

The Chocolate Oracle

You Are A Chocolate Ice Cream Girl

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

You Are a Cookie-Brownie-Sundae

Totally sweet, delicious, and comforting.

You are a total glutton for... everything!

What Kind of Sundae Are You?

You Are a Raspberry Latte

You are known for being a trendsetter. You can't help but be attracted to things that are a little offbeat.

You enjoy new and complex experiences. You approach all aspects of life with an open mind.

Personal growth and change is quite important to you. You enjoy pushing yourself.

You aren't dogmatic, and you don't like people who are. You play the devil's advocate and see all sides of an issue.

What Flavor Latte Are You?

Your Pink Umbrella Says You're Sensitive

When faced with adversity, you respond with compassion.

Even if someone is making life difficult for you, you can't help but see things from their perspective.

You are emotionally in tune, and you are very sensitive to those around you.

You are able to give to those who need it most, even if they are difficult to deal with.

On a rainy day: you should offer to help someone who needs you

The Umbrella Test

Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Sensitivity

You are a giving, open, loving person. You truly want the world to be a better place.

You appreciate what you have in life. You are very content.

You are very sensitive, and your sensitivity can be a double edged sword.

People think you're cute because you're generous. You are easy to love - it's part of your charm.

The Cute Monster Test

Your Cupcake Says You Are Lovable

At parties, you tend to like to stick to your core group of friends. You don't venture out and meet new people.

You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary.

The most important thing in your life is love.

You are laid back, flexible, and easy to get along with. To know you is to care for you.

The Cupcake Test

2008-12-27T09:54:00.007+08:00

WHERE THERE IS LOVE, THERE IS PAIN -- Spanish Proverb
seeing my friends heartbroken/emo-ing about ____, yeah, i know how much love hurts.. and believe me, i've felt this way too.. love hurts big time.. it's a slow healing wound which also leaves you a permanent scar.. D:

LOVE DOES NOT BEGIN AND END THE WAY WE SEEM TO THINK IT DOES. LOVE IS A BATTLE, LOVE IS A WAR; LOVE IS A GROWING UP -- James Baldwin
how.. insightful..

IF YOU NEVER GET YOUR HEART BROKEN, YOU'LL NEVER LEARN TO LOVE -- Anonymous
hmm.. first time i heard of such stuff? but on second thought, it makes sense..

LOVE IS HARD TO GET BUT HARDER TO LET GO -- Anonymous
LOVE IS SHORT BUT FORGETTING IS LONG. -- Anonymous
these 2 statements are absolutely true! hais.. i agree it's hard to forget someone.. though sometimes we just have to.. i don't see the point of being upset over someone who no longer/don't reciprocate your love.. i'm the kind who feels that we should live life to the fullest so i'd just cry my heart out and let it go, carrying on with my life as per normal after that..

THE HARDEST THING TO DO IS TO WATCH SOMEONE YOU LOVE, LOVE SOMEONE ELSE -- Anonymous
RAWR! agrees totally.. hate the pain caused by watching someone you love love someone else.. heart aches like it's wrenched out of your chest without anaestthetic then being torn apart by savage beasts.. surprised that this doesn't make me cynical about love.. lols..

bye~

2008-12-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

i'm back! i've been watching 溏心风暴之家好月圆 online these 2 days.. watch until episode 30 le! 10 more to go! ت the last episode i watched was episode 15 with cas, jeanette, zy and jonneh if i remember correctly.. but i still wanna watch it with diamond/ choir peeps though ;D it totally rocks.. i think i'm really getting addicted to it.. :X wakakakas.. ;D and that stupid zy keep flaunting his canto in front of me!!! RAWR!! lols.. talked to him on msn then he kept replying me in canto.. -.- i can understand it but i cannot speak it well so obviously i cannot reply him.. told him that in canto.. then using canto, he told me to reply him in english.. damn weird lar.. like people ask you, "how are you?" then you reply "我很好，谢谢！" so dots.. hais.. i so ashamed sia.. i'm a canto yet i cannot speak canto.. my hokkien's better.. :X but i was raised by my maternal granny who can only speak hokkien mah.. plus my dad doesn't speak canto at home or even during family gatherings with my paternal family.. i really wanna learn de.. and i remembered asking my dad.. in the end, he just teach me mok gua, sai gua, etc which is of no use? i also don't go around saying papaya and watermelon.. if i do, people will think i'm crazy or something lor.. lols.. hais.. hmm.. maybe i shall continue to watch my "ka ho yuet yuen" ♥ ;D bb~

2008-12-14T20:03:00.002+08:00

back after a long long hiatus again.. hardly been home this whole week.. choir camp was on the 9-10 dec.. in the morning, cas, jonneh and zy came over to watch 溏心风暴之家好月圆 before going for camp.. attendance was pathetic.. ratio of yr1/yr2/yr3 to yr4/j1/j2 is 1:1 -.- played elope and did campfire dance.. ghost movie was lame.. night trail was quite fun though.. zy, jonneh, mingshin, kelvin, merwyn and i didn't sleep at all.. played cards the whole night.. and ong didn't even come down to check this year.. slacker.. went to jonneh's house with the yr4s who have nothing on the next day.. played mahjong and stuff before going back to school for dedications.. didn't want to play scavenger hunt with the juniors :X waste time + waste ez-link card money.. lols.. went vivo with ruth, qiyuan, zy, mingshin and jonneh for lunch.. soon jonneh left and the remaining of us talked until 5+ before going home.. i slept the moment i reached home and only woke up at 9.45 the next day! felt like a total pig.. well i woke up at 7 on the 9th and i didn't sleep that night so i was tired out.. :S woke up, packed, wash up, bathed then left for chalet at pasir ris holiday complex.. played pig with cherie, jiarong, amelia, germ, zy, weiping and jingyu [wp's cousin].. played cheat with 2 decks of cards too.. haha.. played mahjong, bridge before bbq.. watched tv after the bbq.. had alot of fun.. needed to go home to look after my mum the next day so i didn't stay overnight.. went home after watching forensic heroes & abit of the heavenly sword and the dragon sabre whereas the others went e-hub.. went to lot 1 on fri to return books and buy gift for diamond early x'mas bbq with peishi.. yesterday was bbq.. and that sucker zy.. :X said he was at petir at 1256h..tried contacting him after that and there wasn't an answer from him.. me and peishi got super worried luhs -.- and he only appeared at about 1400h? O.o which is like 1h later.. -.- so we went to jonneh's house.. waited for cas for awhile then went to watch 溏心风暴之家好月圆 again.. haha.. it's nice ok.. so don't condemn it.. even peishi who condemned it at first also liked it and wanted to continue watching it even after veron had arrived.. :D too bad siewlin's in japan D; bought this book on 心理测验 for personality at bpp before meeting zy so i brought it down and we had fun answering the questions..only went back up at about 2200h for gift exchange and took photos before cas had to leave.. lagged at jonneh's house until about 2300h.. wanted to take 975 home [so i didn't have to walk home alone on a dark night] hence i didn't take 985 with veron and peishi.. zy and i walked them to that bus stop before going back to take 963 where i alighted at bbp to walk to the bus interchange to take direct bus home.. then i realised that it was 2340h and the last bus was at 2330h -.- so in the end, i had to take lrt and walked home from south view lrt station.. so lols..

gotta go for now.. tatas~ ;D

2008-12-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

back from hong kong and penang.. too lazy to post about them though.. had to do reflections in gpp booklet and on word document for hongkong trip.. like what's the point of doing twice? i'd just write the same thing anyway.. a waste of my time and effort.. and i don't feel like repeating myself thrice so i'm not going to talk much about it.. visited unesco world heritage sites at penang and shopped alot..bought 2 dresses, 4 blouses, 2 shrugs, 3 shorts and 3 hoodies.. :X hmm.. i have been going out for the past few days getting presents.. and i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO looking forward to choir camp! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! haha xP but i haven gotten my camp invite.. RUTH, I WANT MY CAMP INVITATION SOON!!! haha.. impatient le :X and my mum finally went for her operation for her heel and knee and I've been visiting her everyday except today.. felt kind of bad because went with sl and zy to shop for a present for some people then met up with germ to come to my house to watch 唐心风暴之家好月圆.. it was raining heavily so i didn't visit my mum as planned :X after watching 2 episodes, sl had to go home so the remaining 3 of us went to mos burger at lot 1 for dinner then went home..

2008-11-16T12:44:00.004+08:00

i'm back after a long long hiatus!!! ;D haha.. very bored these days.. i've only got 2 choir practice for the whole of this nov/dec holidays.. though i've been out almost the whole of this week.. anyone has got job recommendations? :X

wells, i got gpa of 3.2 ;D super happy.. now i can take my 4H2 without worries.. hehe.. 1st choice is Maths Chem French and ELS..

i went for my yearly check-up + dental appointment on Monday, went to Sungei Buloh for guiding lessons on Tuesday, Jonathan and Zhengyang came to my house on Thursday. played donkey, snap, happy family and mahjong.. haha.. friday was 6A'o4 class outing xD although initially, there were only me, haiwei, mindy, zimin, huijin rouying and jieying (rouying's sis).. we went to seoul garden.. had alot of fun.. after that, we went to lot one because rouying has to bring her sis back tosvps to attend the prize-giving ceremony.. after awhile, huijin went home and mindy went for her piano lessons.. so it was left with me, haiwei and zimin of which all are RV-ians.. haha..we went arcade then realised that there wasn't anything fun so we left.. went to action city, comics connection and more than words.. zimin said said she wanted to go the bluez so me and haiwei accompanied her.. then serming sms-ed haiwei to say that he saw weijing and hongnan and asked if the outing was over.. after awhile, weijing also sms-ed haiwei.. haha.. then haiwei asked them to come find us because she wanted to know how much hongnan has changed over the past 4 years.. lols.. so they came up.. zimin started offering us sweets.. i was surprised that she even offer it to hongnan.. :X when hongnan asked her for another sweet, i thought that she would be angry or something.. instead she was smiling, though it was a bit fake.. i was impressed though.. haha.. we went to popular to buy bottles to store tha folded stars which she just bought.. and we lagged outside popular to talk.. then went home with haiwei and hongnan walked with weijing.. went to my 1st grandaunt's wake after that.. then yesterday went back to jps with siewlin to collect the certificates of appreciation for rvcs' contribution to thsch's choir.. then saw some of the choir members.. they were super high when they saw us.. haha.. they also had some fiesta thingy so the students were selling stuff.. and i saw weiting, my cute buddy who loves to run around and scare people.. miss her loads.. xD then yesterday she approached me with a basket of green pea crackers.. then she was like 1 packet is 20cents, so me and siewlin bought 1 packet each.. then she asked me, one buy 3? 3 for $1.. i was stunned.. 1 for 20cents, 3 for $1? it didn't make any sense then i asked her if she was sure about the price then she said that she also found it funny because 3 pakvets by right was 60cents but her mum asked her to sell it for $1.. haha.. so cute lar she xP after that went to bugis with elaine while my siblings and ivan went to play lan.. after that we went back to my grandma's house for her 拿手好菜 -- prawn noodle ;D after dinner, went to my grandaunt's wake where i continued folding joss paper.. going there again today..

hmms, tatas for now ;D

2008-11-04T19:50:00.002+08:00

finally updated!!! xD hehe.. hmm.. yesterday was promotion day, supposed to go to west coast park for bbq (2f'o6 class gathering) but due to the rain, we went to lixin's house instead.. it's wasn't as awkward as i thought.. we ended up having lots of fun, playing taboo, and charades of the different peers and teachers in our school.. ;D and that weikai keeps "boasting" that yesterday was the 1st 1/2f outing he has ever went.. lols.. and the turnout was quite huge.. larger than than i expected.. then today, had a mock hcl paper.. so zzz.. what's the point of doing it one day before the actual day itself? after school, went to visit my paternal grandma at NUH.. she suffered a minor stroke :X hais.. bad things seem to be happening to my paternal side recently.. hmm.. tomorrow's hcl Os le.. jiayou all xD and to my sec 4 friends who don't take hcl, jiayou for your cl paper tomorrow too! ;D
aiya.. actually i also very lazy to blog.. shan't blog much.. bbyes~

2008-10-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i'm back after my long hiatus.. changed my blogskin too xD too lazy to blog for the past week :X hehe.. i keep seeing svps people recently leh.. i saw weijie who's super tall now and lijun.. lols.. me and weijie super funny lar.. i was on my way home and i was taking the path which is a shortcut to my house then i saw this guy who looked like weijie.. then both of us felt that the pther party look familiar then start tilting heads to double-check if is really who we think it is then we said hello.. lmao sia.. xP

hmm.. well, i though i would fail bio and ended up getting a A2.. then i thought physics was easier than bio and i ended up with a E8 -.- so gl lar!!! and i'm kinda worried for my gpa le.. really worried.. because that time i calculated overall for bio to be B4 gor both, end up overall for bio and phy is B3 and C6 respectively.. which means i "under-calculated".. my gpa 3 really gone unless they moderate le TT and i heard that they're going to moderate chem? what for man? chem EoY more than 70% of the cohort gt A lar -.- unless you wan to decrease our marks :X i seriously hope not.. i need more As!!!

au revoir~

2008-10-18T08:34:00.004+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! exams are finally over!!! saw jasper in Q bread on wed and josh at the yew tee shopping ctr where i was having my lunch.. lols.. hais.. but then, i also hate last day of exams because it is always maths paper 2 which seem to dampen my mood to go out to play.. we bought lunch then brought it to jonneh's house to eat it. then we played on the piano for awhile then we played badminton.. and his shuttlecock was so lousy that the tip of the shuttlecock, the rubbery thingy, was separated from the rest of the shuttlecock.. we lost 2 of the tip ok.. so now jonneh has 2 headless shuttlecock -.- and then i fell twice because the grass was slipper. and i landed on my back for one ogf the fall TT then at about 5+,zy and i left then taug t sl where to take 190/700 from to get to raffles town club where she had to change to another bus again.. :X than i accompanied zy to bpp to buy jay chou's album.. walk home with him then i went home liao.. in the end, i didn't buy my wallet again -.- lols.. one whole week liao and i haven't bought it yet.. then today supposed to go central de but jonneh meeting kahhoe in the afternoon then sl say v little time too look see le.. hais.. so never go.. anybody free or want go out these few days? i haven't bought birthday presents for 4 of my favourite juniors who are having their birthdays these month.. btw, i have more than 4 favourite juniors so.. yeah.. just that these 4 happen to be born in the same month.. .. ok. maybe i shall blogskin or make mobile themes now..

oh btw, i think i screwed up my bio paper 2, maths and ss(hist) liao.. so my gpa 3.0 is most likely gone le TT

bbye~

2008-10-11T09:45:00.002+08:00

i'm back! so long never post le.. hais.. had study break from 6 oct to 8 oct.. so many things happened during the past week..

061008
went to changi airport t2 de mac to study with vengyi, michelle, yting and weikai from 9-5.. serious studying requiring superb concentration.. during lunch then we relax awhile, gossiping.. and we were singing phantom of the opera because of weikai's random question of whether i'm a soprano -.- though my delivery of high notes that day wasn't very nice, i was quite happy because i could reach it without warm ups xD lols.. after studying, we went to the viewing gallery in t3.. waited for SIA planes to take off before we went home.. :D

071008
went to study with madeline -.- zzz thought i was late but end up she was later.. -.- aiyo.. that day quite boring.. but after studying in school from 9-5, went to subway after that xD ohman, i love subway soooooooooooooo much. lols

061008
ok.. was supposed to go to school in the morning to study again.. and i woke up late. so, i bathed and rushed out of my house to meet madeline.. she was late again -.- ok, nevermind.. so we studied in school then i had to leave at 12noon because i need time to go bishan for my O level french oral.. then i need 1+hour to reach there from school plus buying and eating my lunch.. so i took 93 there.. and guess what? i left my wallet on the bus.. -.- no more identification card with me, only my entry proof.. i was like totally freaking out.. called my dad.. he said he couldn't help me because he sent his car for repair -.- RAWRS i was worried like mad.. almost broke down.. i finally managed to get eunos bus interchange number and i reported loss of my wallet.. wakaos.. i was super hungry lar, because the last time i ate was tue's night dinner aka my beloved subway.. suay like shit.. in the end, no choice, walk from bus stop all the way to moelc.. fortunately, saw rouying and mabel :D long time never see them, especially since i didn't go back to school during teacher's day this year due to cca stuffs.. asked rouying to lent me some money.. and fortunately, i also saw m. robert and told him :X he told me to write an explanation letter.. it felt as though i was writing my french essay lar -.- but a good thing happened!!! mlle cheo was my examiner for oral!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. hahas.. miss her soooooooooo much.. ever since sec2, i was hoping she'd be teaching me again.. her teaching super good can.. sec 1 i got 80 for french thanks to her teaching xD seen her only twice at moelc after not being in her class.. TT and she's super nice lar.. i still remember last time sec 1, most of us couldn't make it for the cheese tasting exercise so she bought some and even drinks for us.. and we only had to pay $1.. wakakas.. hais.. so sad that i won't be taking french next year although i really want to.. stupid school.. say it's not under humans anymore.. wth.. and then so suay.. i wanted to take DELF B1 this year but end up, i couldn't make it because i'm overseas.. RAWRS

hmm... think i totally died for SS (hist).. the question was phrased so weirdly, i couldn't tell whether it was an inference, reliability, utility or comparison question -.- and then maths.. kaos.. think i'll fail also.. cas thought i was confident because i kept flipping the page.. funny girl lar she xP i was flipping because i was skipping thoise questions.. didn't want to waste my time getting stuck at those questions : and i think that chem paper 1 was harder than paper 2, although most people said that it was the other way round :X i had time to sleep after paper 2 leh.. and i know my chem paper 1 got 5 wrong liao, of which i changed 3 correct answers to the wrong one _|_ oops.. getting vulgar.. :X must do v well for SS (geog) and bio n phy now ;X and i haven studied any of them yet.. RAWRS.. esecially bio.. got 1 whole pile waiting for me to memorise.. not fair sia.. O level students got 2-week study leave to study sec3-4 topics for all subjects, then we only have 3 days to study the similar yet more content for the same subjects.. -.- think i won't pass RVIP liao.. get ready to get retained :X

byebye

2008-10-03T20:39:00.002+08:00

short post today.. hmm.. i seem to be in a habit of picking ez-link card of people whom i know around the canteen area today.. first, it was was xiaohui's on my way back to class for scs geog remedial lesson after break.. next, it was yunrong's on my way back to class from library to the optional physics remedial.. lols..
and i'm seriously worried.. worried that i've written out of point for my essay.. me, panyin and weikai wrote similar stuff whereas yanni and adna interpreted the question differently from us :X so who's wrong and who's right :X i don't wanna do badly for english again.. it was bad enough to drop from A1 during mid year to C6 in t3.. i have to get 75 for EoY to get an overall A2 leh :X RAWR.. if i write out of point, my A2 will be out of my reach le TT gpa 3 sia.. later cannot promote then die liao..

byebye

2008-09-30T19:32:00.004+08:00

hellos! back after a long hiatus before embarking on another 1.. hmms.. shall talk about my hilarious convos with mr teo and whatever interesting things i can remember for the past few weeks..

#1 (during phy remedial..)
MR TEO: charlene, what combi do you wanna take next year?
ME: erm.. phy, chem, math, humans still considering..
MR TEO: i don't think you should take phy..
ME: *starts crying*
MR TEO: ...

after a few min..

MR TEO: i think you take econs better.. more practical..
ME: erm, ok... *starts crying again*
MR TEO: ...
MR TEO: wow... i didn't know i inspire my students that much..
ME: ...

after remedial..

MR TEO: eh, why you so emotional one?
ME: huh? i'm always like this what.. -.-
MR TEO: aiyo.. must learn how to control your emotions..

#2
MR TEO: charlene, come out after lesson.. i wanna speak to you.
ME: huh? orh.. *starts emo-ing*

after lesson..

MR TEO: do you know why i asked you to come out anot?
ME: *shakes head*
MR TEO: you really don't know?
ME: *nods head vigorously*
MR TEO: hmm.. do you feel comfortable talking to me anot? i don't know about you lar, but i feel quite comfortable talking to you... so what do you think?
ME: *silence*

after a few seconds..

ME: erm.. ok lar..
MR TEO: eh, what ok? aiya.. nevermind.. do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
ME: erm.. more or less?
MR TEO: so what do you want to be? need physics anot?
ME: (guessing his intent) *starts crying*
MR TEO: eh, i'm not scolding you, why are you crying?
ME: *dries tears* erm.. 1st choice is psychology
MR TEO: you want to be psychologist arh? then you like cannot control your emotions, later people tell you their problems, you cry arh!
ME: -.- won't de lar *starts laughing*
MR TEO: got 1st choice means got 2nd choice right?
ME: erm, ya.. 2nd choice is chem engineering..
MR TEO: got 3rd choice?
ME: erm, ya.. erm, if singapore universities do offer the course, then i'll may take linguistics..
MR TEO: wah!!! your choices very.. contrasting.. eh, cannot like that, like everything.. cannot be so greedy one.. so you like hard science, soft science or languages?
ME: erm..
MR TEO: so all these course need physic anot?
ME: *starts crying again*
MR TEO: eh! psychologist leh! cannot cry!
ME: *dries tears* erm.. psychology don't need.. not sure if chem engineering need..
MR TEO: then why do you wanna continue physics?
ME: *starts crying AGAIN* erm.. in case I change my mind then i'll still have a wide variety of courses to choose from?
MR TEO: wah.. i'm so sad now.. I thought I inspired you to continue physics..
ME: -.O huh? no lar.. as in I'm also interested in physics just that I don't do it as well as for my other sciences *starts crying ONCE MORE*
MR TEO: i think you should think carefully, don't be like me.. regret my choice.. i studied computer engineering.. i was thinking, as a man, I must get a stable job to support my family and everything.. however, after working as a computer engineer for awhile, i realised that i don't like to sit in front of the computer.. i prefer to interact with people.. so, what do you like to do?
ME: *thinking: wow.. your interaction skills very good lor.. everytime talk to you nia, i end up crying* erm.. i like to help people?
MR TEO: hmm.. ok lar, don't delay you any longer.. go for your maths lesson now.. so don't cry anymore arh? next time i see you crying, i'll remind you that you want to be psychologist then you better stop crying!
ME: erm, ok.. thank you *runs back to class and starts crying again*

zzz.. ok.. i think i spent too much time on this le.. shan't blog anything else.. maybe on some other day ba..
tatas

2008-09-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday was her funeral.. i didn't cry during her wake at all.. and yesterday, i just burst into tears after we prayed but before she was pushed into the crematorium.. 150+ people attended her funeral yesterday.. my mum's cousin who's an undertaker said that this is the 1st time in his 40 years that he'd seen so many people turned up for the "cremation ceremony".. well, all i can say is that she's popular.. even some people from the company in America paid their own expenses to fly over to Singapore to attend it.. on the 2nd day of the wake, so many people turned up that it was really packed like sardines.. and we couldn't even pass through to serve the snacks and clear the tables.. =X

today's chem lecture was BORING! i thot ms khang was bad enough, Mr Wong is just as bad =X ZZZ.. i was yawning away during Ms Khang's lecture and i like dozing off during Mr Wong's.. so sian..

took section photo after that.. went vivo for lunch then went back for choir practice.. revised warmups.. now the choir sounds nicer :D very tired.. i've been reaching home at about 12mn for the past few days and waking up early.. i feel sick luhs :[ hais.. after choir practice, we went to play badminton for awhile before going home..

dead beat.. tatas for now!

2008-08-31T15:13:00.002+08:00

been a long time since i've read guokai's blog.. it cheered me up damn loads.. not that he posted funny stuffs deliberately to cheer me up but.. well, his jokes worked.. i hereby declare that reading GK's blog is the best medicine anyone can get if one's depressed.. or maybe it's just me because i'm EA.. life continues to go on.. i may have to miss bio lecture, chem make-up lesson and choir prac on thu though for her funeral though.. see how first.. not sure of timing yet.. her body will only arrive tomorrow? i guess that's the worst teacher's day present her parents would ever get.. [her mum was ex-HOD of Science and now VP of DZPS whereas her dad is a retired Geog teacher in LHSS]

may be going down to their house again later after my youngest sis comes home from tuition.. hope 1st aunt's feeling at least a little better now compared to yesterday..

2008-08-30T21:11:00.006+08:00

i hereby confirm that the random emo-ness that overwhelmed me was because of her..
i felt emo around the time she died.. which was around 1+, 2pm(+8GMT)..
she was trying to communiate with me i guess although i wasn't as close to her as i used to .. i wasn't the only one she tried to communicate but i was quite glad she chose me among the rest of my family members..
perhaps because i used to stick to her and played with her when i was a little girl.. :]
she also communicated with her sis and my 2nd aunt.. i shan't elaborate on them that much..
i thought i wouldn't cry but in the end, i still did..
i cried like a total of 5 times today..
i didn't even cry when my paternal grandfather died..
well, perhaps, he has always been a distant figure in my life..
whereas she played a part in my childhood memories..
Another reason could be that he was already old and suffered from lung cancer so his death wasn't a shock to me,
whereas she was a very obedient and sensible girl,
pretty and bright,
adventurous
and definitely young..
turning 25 this november..
i shall dedicate a poem to her..
though i cannot write one as well as my brother or nwk but i shall do what i'm best at: acrostic poem

Numinous
Intelligent
Cheerful
Outstanding
Lively
Energetic

2008-08-29T21:51:00.006+08:00

just heard a bad news from my dad.. i cannot believe it..
my favourite paternal cousin just died due to a car accident in America TT
was this the reason why i suddenly felt emo just now?
my poor cousin TT
she's so smart and pretty
smartest among her siblings, best looking among her siblings..
she excelled in both academics and in sports..
life's just too unfair
not that i wanna curse the rest of her siblings or anyone else but,
WHY HER? WHAT DID SHE DO TO DESERVE THIS?!
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed.. life's just too fragile..
okay, this sounds, well, contradictory for a suicidal person like me.. :X

NICOLE JIE,
not sure if you can hear me up there, but i wanna tell you this:
YOU'LL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART
love ya loads ♥

2008-08-29T21:30:00.004+08:00

i'm back after a 1 week hiatus!!! :D
got back most of my papers.. stunned by my eng results.. i actually flunked it!!!
YES, I FLUNKED MY ENGLISH. WOW.

chem 8 marks careless, and i lost my A.. luckily still got chem pract.. other classes get back le lor, left my class -.- hopefuly combine le got get A1..

maths hor, i'm pissed lar.. i lost 3 marks due to carelessness.. my equations are correct but when i calculated my answer using the calculator, i got a different answer.. zzz.. 3 marks down the drain.. lost my A again..

physics.. wells, i still failed but it was better than i'd expected.. 29.5/70 wakakas~ i stunned lor.. thot i'd get F9.. heng E8 nia.. but i die le.. only 1 A to pull me up..

getting SCS-Hist geog after holidays.. doubt i'd get A1 for SCS-Hist.. even so my SCS-Geog will pull me down.. C5 nia leh.. die liao lor.. sayonaro to gpa 3.0..

bio, well, i haven't gotten back my essay question, but currently, i doubt i can get A1
max b4 only lar.. i need to score 12/20 for essay to maintain my b4 leh D;

chinese also haven't get back yet.. hope i do better this time for 长文缩短.. i suck at it.. and i'm pissed.. i re-did a 作文 and i ended with only a 1-mark increase.. @_@

lastly, i think i'd flunk my french prelims :X think i totally died on thursday's paper.. i was hoping that it would help me pull up my gpa.. well, i think it's gone case le.. TT

today was teacher's day celebrations.. quite fun lar.. actually had to go take group choir photo as part of teacher's day present for ms tham and mr tay after dismissal, but in the end alot of people missing so we just left.. played badminton with jeanette, veron, zhengyang and merwyn for three hours :D the guys also played with some primary school kids.. the kids are imba lar.. totally thrashed the guys :X but hey! they're in their primary school badminton team luhs..

argh!!!! seriously think i'm getting anorexic.. it's like i'm hungry but i don't feel like eating.. don't know what is wrong with me.. and i sort of emo-ed for awhile today.. don't ask me why.. i just randomly felt emo.. lols.. perhaps the guys were emo-ing and they sort of influence me? i really don't know..

i'm dead beat.. hahas.. adieu :D

2008-08-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

hihi :D i'm back after a long long hiatus! ^^;
common test week is finally over.. i'll totally flunk physics test luh D;

shan't talk about much about that.. after the last paper on wednesday, a group of 4B girls went to vivo for lunch of which 6 of us went to plaza sing after that to catch the movie, "MONEY NO ENOUGH 2" i cried luhs, especially towards the end.. so sad and touching.. but there was this part that i 半哭半笑 cuz it was a sad scene then the next was a funny one and the change between the scenes were quick.. hmm.. i realise that Jack Neo's movie productions are always very good! he's able to capture the essence and the topic he chooses to portray is very close to our hearts.. it's like you can easily 融入 into the movie like that.. [hmm, is it used this way? my chinese is getting lousier and lousier D；]seriously, i don't understand why it was critiqued so harshly.. only a 2-star rating.. then pia for french lessons after that..

thursday after school, went wif a group of 4B girls and nwk to eat at koba in jec.. he like so extra lor.. only guy =X then yanni keep saying he's turned on by guys.. haha xP then yting was super sick luhs.. shant't say.. hehe.. went home after that..

friday, i pia for french extra lesons because next week is prelims le.. wish me lotsa luck, yeah? :D

today. went for cip.. supposed to be for those who have not done any flag day this year.. i did 4/5 in the first semester luh.. missed one because got hsk (advanced) on the same day simultaneously so i withdrew at the last minute.. went for today's to accompany cas because she had never done any flag day this year.. went cck.. saw lotsa people i know.. but some people dao-ed me luhs.. pretend never see me D; others were kind enough and even stopped to chat with me :D then after returning the can, went to jec for lunch.. after that went back to cck to take 190 to far east plaza to celebrate peishi's birthday.. reached there, called veron.. said they were at wisma -.- got lost.. walked from far east all the way to tangs place and back.. and i just couldn't see wisma anywhere.. took the underpass and ended up at far east again.. you can call me a noob, whatever.. because the only place i'm familiar with is far east plaza.. -.- i've never been to orchard on my own.. i'd just get lost in orchard dif i'm alone.. after eating birthday cake, went back to far east again to walk walk.. went to skinfood to buy nail polish.. saw qiyuan, her mum and sis there.. such a coincidence ;D haha.. then went looking around for stuff.. bought a red belt to match with my blackdress.. haha.. another red stuff to my collection.. lols..

tatas for now!

2008-08-11T14:36:00.003+08:00

long time since i'd posted.. seems like i keep buying red clothes recently.. that's so unlike me, since red isn't exactly my favourite colour.. i've been wearing red shirts/blouses for days.. i'm not exactly patriotic but, wth is wrong with me??? went to bugis street on national day with COUSINS!x3 after celebrating grandpa's birthday.. bought a black shrug and a red kimono dress.. see what i mean? RED again.. RED ATTACK!!!! LOLS... ._. getting lamed out by myself.. i'm bored.. just went to 7-11 to buy a-cash.. and dammit! 10k cash ran out and i had to buy 20k cash.. my "hard-saved" $$$ T.T nvm.. can easily save it within 3 days? argh!!!!!!!!!!! i wan audiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. hate it when my couz come because it means having to ight with her to play audi.. and my bro's comp got audi but he totally refuses to budge from the computer.. keeps playing RO.. claims that he's bored with audi.. zzz.. i don't understand.. he doesn't even play audi as often as RO.. how can he get bored? tatas for now

2008-08-09T10:57:00.003+08:00

packed my cupboards just now.. and i ended up finding alot of stuffs that do not belong to me on my shelves.. hais.. 害我白白被妈妈骂.. because she said that i so lazy don't want to pack my shelves, just dump everything there.. but hellos? like half of the thigs on my shelves weren't mine? zzz..

ok, more quizzes.. i just love school holidays.. they give me time to do as many quizzes as i want.. haha.. :P

You Are a Chocolate Flavored Popsicle

You are hedonistic. For you, summer is all about indulging your five senses.

Some people may call you spoiled, but your simply the type of person who knows what they want.

You have sophisticated tastes. You like sweet things as much as the next person, but you don't like cheap treats.

You're much more drawn to the dramatic in all aspects of life - including dramatic desserts.

What Flavor Popsicle Are You?

WHAT TYPE OF PERSONALITY DO YOU HAVE?
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

THE FIVE-QUESTION PERSONALITY TEST
Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success.
You love freedom and don't want to get tied down.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

THE ANIMAL TEST
1. A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is elegant and well-mannered.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being creative, so you're not bored.
3. The impression you'd like to give to your lover is loyal and faithful.
4. One reason that would make you break up with your partner is insecurity.
5. The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner. A long-lasting relationship that you can grow with is important.
6. Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
7. About marriage, you think marriage is a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure your partner very much.
8. About love, at this moment, you think of love as a commitment for both parties.

2008-08-08T17:43:00.003+08:00

ok, more quizzes from me today.. wakakas~ shan't talk too much about today's events.. i'm starting to feel guilty about my indulgence =X

You Are 44% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.

You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...

But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.

How Open Are You?

this is right on target man.. so unless you are the lucky few whom i count as my closest friend, you won't know much about me.. even those lucky few don't know everything about me either.. =X hehe.. i'm just a low-profile person xP

Your EQ is 140

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.

You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.

But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

What Your Playing Cards Tell About Your Future

Right now you are focused on your internal emotions, including a bit of pain and suffering.

Your emotions are currently tied to a close friend or confidant. You have known this person for a long time.

Your closest friend always can cheer you up... whether it's through flattery, funny stories, or simply just being there.

The near future will bring you peace, interesting travel, a simpler way of life, and eventually a deep partnership.

Beware of some very bad news. This may mean the loss of someone close - or the loss of a close relationship.

The Playing Card Test

You Are a Hot Fudge Sundae

Classic, simple, and divine.

Why mess with perfection?

What Kind of Sundae Are You?

Your Fragrance Profile

The best calming fragrance: vanilla

The best fragrance for everyday wear: orange

The best fragrance to boost your sex appeal: lavender

The best fragrance for energy: pine

What's Your Fragrance Profile?

am i to buy so many scents? lols

Your True Sign Is Aquarius

Wacky

Rebellious

Cutting Edge

A Total Freak

Unconventional

Difficult to Predict

Breaking All The Rules

Independent and Inventive

What Sign Woman Are You, Really?

though my horoscope is Aquarius, i don't think i'm a total freak!!! that's an insult!!! and i don't break all rules though i feel like doing it.. grrrrrrrr

You are the Sense of Sight

You are a very observant, detail oriented person.

You are able to take in a lot of information at once.

You often see things that other people never notice.

You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.

You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.

When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

Which of the Five Senses Are You?

You Are an Ice Cream Cake

Surprising, unique, and high maintenance.

You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it.

You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!

What Kind of Cake Are You?

You Are a Heart

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Love like you've never been hurt."

Your greatest wish is to have harmony in all of your relationships.

You can't help loving people, even when they're incredibly flawed.

You are a true romantic, and you are willing to give almost anyone a second chance.

What Hand Gesture Are You?

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You like to think of yourself as a fairly modest person. And it's true that you don't talk yourself up... but you're also pretty happy with who you are.

You have a wild reputation, but you're not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks.

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you're doing more than one thing at a time.

You can be a big dramatic and over the top sometimes. You are bold in every way

The Ice Cream Personality Test

You Are a Great Listener

You are the perfect person to talk to.

You are patient, empathetic, and encouraging.

You provide subtle, but important, feedback.

You let people say everything that needs to be said before you weigh in.

Are You a Good Listener?

You Are a Sweet Person

When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab some candy than heat up a pizza.

There's a good chance you're female (women prefer sweet snacks)...

Or at least, you prefer to be in the company of women.

Your tastes are simple and predictable. You are young at heart.

You tend to crave food you can just grab and eat.

Are You Sweet or Salty?

You Should Play the Piano

You are a true music aficionado who loves many musical style and eras.

You find music to be an escape. And you'd like to be relaxed and comfortable when you're making it.

You're very innovative, and you have a unique way of knowing what may sound beautiful.

There's a strong possibility that you could compose some of your own work songs quite easily.

While you have a lot of creative energy, you are also serious and conscientious.

Your musical talent needs time, practice, and lots of privacy to flourish.

Your dominant personality characteristic: your painstaking attention to detail

Your secondary personality characteristic: your natural tendency to be whimsical

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?
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2008-08-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

more quizzes.. ok, only a fewbecause i gtg..

You Can Definitely Spot a Liar

Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars.

Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector.

Can You Spot a Liar?

heehee.. i'm a human lie detector.. cool eh? hmms, LIARS BEWARE! wakakas~

Your Worry Factor is 54%

While you're not a worrywart, you worry more than you should.

Maybe you don't have enough to keep your mind occupied at times...

Or perhaps you've trapped yourself into some bad thinking patterns.

Try to worry less and enjoy life more. There's no point thinking about things you can't change!

Do You Worry Too Much?

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are upbeat and conventional.

You are an easy going, optimistic person.

Family and friends are very important to you.

You enjoy caring for and helping other people.

You thrive in a tranquil environment, and you do your best to keep things peaceful.

You enjoy your life. You have your priorities straight.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

2008-08-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

Saw this on haiwei's and mindy's blog.. went to do it.. here are the results..
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you
can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmms, generally true.. but some are obviously not lor.. eg, confidence? i'm totally lacking in that aspect TT go find more quiz.. hehe.. i've been doing quizzes and i've not started on my 私函 which was given today and is supposed to hand in tomorrow.. ohwells.. procrastination has become a habit of mine these past years and it's become bad to worse ]：

2008-08-07T21:13:00.005+08:00

I was bloghopping 6A'o4 peeps blog when i found this on wj's blog.. it's been a long time since i did such personality tests.. as well as visiting 6A'o4 peeps blogs =X went to do the test and ended up with the same personalty as his -.- shall attribute it to the fact that our birthdays are 1 day apart :] and so people who have similar birthdays share similar mindsets/thinking/personality??? ok , here goes..

Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.

As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, theoretical, emotional, spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved, friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed, curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices, romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive, communicative, imaginative

These subjects could interest youl
iterature, philosophy, psychology, music, art (museums), writing, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, handicrafts, writing, voluntary work

2008-08-03T21:28:00.003+08:00

another quick post :D
lots of half-done homework.. TT seems to be a practice of mine these days..

o2o8o8
went to perform for dementia patients yesterday with my dearest RVCS!!! :DD
our actual performance was actually btr than our dry run!!! wakakas~ but tenors sing wrongly.. lols.. 牧民描绘 become 牧羊描绘... rofl!!! den listen music, sing pop songs, read storybook, chat chat awhile.. then sang 望春风.. after that slack slack awhile and helped to serve food to the elderly.. then went to j8 for lunch :D went mos burger.. tried out jhosy's recommendation: ebi rice burger.. not bad lar.. xD after that rushed home because my dad sms-ed to say that we are going far east.. so went home quickly after eating.. in the end, only my sis and i went there to shop.. both my sis and i thought it would be a family outing lar -.- nevermind.. I ♥ SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES, especially with my BELOVED SIS ♥ hehe.. xP [ele, dun bash me if you ever see this =X ] bought denim skinnys, a red tube and a pair of silver flats :DD then went subway for dinner with sis.. after that go ahmah house.. watch "fallen angel" then go home..

o3o8o8
woke up at 7.57am this morning.. read storybooks until about 11am.. go bathe then set off to Lot 1 with my family.. went to new york new york for lunch.. nice but super full!!! luckily, i didn't eat breakfast :D if not i go there waste money..wakakas~ den went on a SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE with my BELOVED SIS again xD spent $120 on cosmetics =X because we spent like $78 at first then the sales lady said that if we buy more stuff minimum $100 from the brand, we'll get a $20 voucher.. so off we went looking for more cosmetics with permission from dad.. i bought eyeshadow and lip gloss.. sis bought foundation, eyeliner and i-can't-remember-what.. lols.. then went cotton-on.. bought clothes again.. xP a purple dress, black top and spaghetti-strapped shirt [1 white 1 grey] to wear inside the black top.. hmms, shall have to clear out my wardrobe soon.. like my mum said, i've too many old clothings which i haven't worn for years.. maybe i shall donate them to the salvation army or something :]

ok.. better go pia hoework.. byebye

2008-07-31T19:53:00.004+08:00

hi! another quick post.. alot of homework today D;

lot 1 basement almost renovate finish liao!!! got alot of things.. went there today after AMC with veron, madeline and xiuhan.. they go buy old chang kee.. so fattening.. oops =X i bought onigiri and pink lady[strawberry+banana fruit juice]:D it's th love man!!! next time i want to try mighty berry[mixed berry juice] and strawberry kiwi [strawberry+kiwi lar, duh.. common sense]*..

yesterday, i got super pissed off by this guy who was standing beside me on the train.. he kept trying to read the book which i was reading.. like, wth? doesn't he know basic respect for people's privacy.. when i realised he was peeping, i quickly closed my book and took my mp3 to listen my music.. after awhile, i took out my book again.. once again, he leaned forward to read while i was reading.. got super pissed and i slammed the book shut and didn't touch it until he left the train.. yesterday, my school also held the west zone science seminar.. then realise that daryll was presenting.. :] but so was hong nan *makes puking action* thankfully i had 3rd lang and couldn't stay for the whole thing.. so i don't have to see hong nan presenting.. but so sad, cannot accompany haiwei go support daryll ]: hanqian was funny.. he wanted the cheapskate folder with its contents.. ._. so he and kian fong moved from the last row [cuz they were late] to the row behind me and meijie.. then i was telling hanqian that daryll and hongnan are presenting.. he said he wanna trash hongnan.. wakakas~ finally found a guy who shared the same sentiments as me, which is having a strong dislike for hong nan xD then, thanks to kian fong's question of whether the top classes in our p6 classes have non-chinese, we suddenly started "arguing" who's class was better.. ._. i guess, yesterday was the longest time i'd ever spoken to him over the past 3+,4 years when i was in e same class as him [including in svps] =X

wells, i better go pia homework le.. ]:

*P.S: Pls don't misunderstand me when i said i wanna drink strawberry+kiwi fruit juice.. it's not meant to tease the 2 people.. i really mean the frui itself..

2008-07-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

a quick post :D

wheeeeeeeeeee... i finally changed my blogskin and link.. this blogskin is another one of my creations :DD

my printer is dead. zzz.. wake up! WAKE UP! WAKIE WAKIE!!! zzz.. 18 pgs of french documents.. who's gonna help me print? Argh!!! hope there's some kind soul out there :]

hais.. my comp also sot sot liao.. keep saying wad default gateway got problem.. then sometimes use halfway, no internet connection.. hopefully, i can finish posting before the internet got problem again.. :]

hais.. tmr's school again.. hmms. long time never touch my subjects.. hope i can still remember what i've learnt before EnC week.. =X sure die.. common test coming soon.. feel the need to mug and pia but apparently, i'm not doing anything.. lols.. talk about procrastination.. hmms.. physics practical test also coming soon.. sure fail de.. i've never ever finished physics practical under the stipulated time except for experiment 16 and 17.. good luck to me luhs.. ]x i'd just end up crying after the practical test.. as usual..

okie.. gtg.. goodnight!

2008-07-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

hellos, i'm back :]

this wk's E&C week.. hmms.. yesterday's racial harmony day.. sold satays and otahs.. the food was sold faster than we colud cook them!!! :D hehe

yesterday was also Xin Wei's birthday :DD long time never see her liao.. i really miss 陈老师's speech and drama classes though it feels more like singing and dancing classes because we did more recording of CDs, public performances and those sorta mv for kiddie but not too kiddie songs.. haha.. caught up with her all the years i missed after i quitted.. she continue until end of p6 lor.. so good.. my dad made me quit at p2 because i joined my pri sch choir D; so sad.. hais.. sometimes, i really regretted joining pri sch choir.. firstly, i would be able to continue with 陈老师's classes and joined art club as cca in pri sch.. then, i would have proof that i've got talent in art and i could have tried for aep at nanyang instead of getting into sucky rv =x i got represent my pri sch in art competition and win before but i got no certificates or anything to proof lar.. i also used to join outside art competitions when i was young but you don't expect me to send them my trophies as proof right? =x hmms, weiling, weifen has quit sch and gone on to pursue a singing career.. wonder if they still remember Xin Wei, me and the rest of us? heard from Xin Wei that jia zhen and Priscilla still continuing with 陈老师's lessons.. so good lor.. i wished i'd never quit.. being in 陈老师's specialist classes help boost my confidence alot.. at least, my talent was being acknowledged and we often received encouragement and praises from him.. those singing and dancing lessons + the constant encouragement really made me open up and helped me expresed myself through arts.. now that i;m not having those lessons, i feel sucky and lousy.. my confidence is like slipping away from me gradually.. hais D;

on a happier note, Xin Wei and I are going to meet at vivo for lunch someday soon!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... 8 years never see her le lar.. miss those peeps loads.. but then, i was a shy and quiet girl then and i hardly talked to the rest unless necessary so i don't have their contacts.. i got to reconcile with xinwei because she saw my tag on weiling,weifen's friendster.. haha.. now, we are trying to locate the rest of the specialist class peeps.. hehe.. wish us luck :]

from today to friday, the year4s have a special program designed for us.. today we had 3 meals.. sure grow fat.. if this continues for the next few days, i think i'd just gain back all the weight that i've lost since last year =x at, unlike sungei buloh's, the food is quite sucky.. so lucky lor.. i disliked the morning refreshments, which was super dry beehoon with 2 fishballs.. lunch wasn't that bad, just that the veggies were a tad too hard for my liking.. afternon break， wow.. totally sucked.. alot of peeps, myself included, just removed the hotdog from the pastry and threw the pastry.. super gross.. the raisin muffin was delicious though xD too bad it was so tiny ]: oh, we also watched a video today.. each class is split into 2 groups, odd&even, then we have to identify the customers (via video) needs and solve it.. my group's acustomer was a mandarin speaking old lady.. 1st thing she said was, “早安你好！我的名叫Dorothy(but she pronounced it as dolothy)，今年61岁。我很喜欢运动。每天早上，我和丈夫到公园打太极拳；一个礼拜三次，我回到公园散步，走5-6公里；有时，我还到我儿子的公寓去游泳。你说我fit不fit?” so cute lurhs.. xP

haha.. tatas for now.. au revoir!

2008-07-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. long time no post.. well, 1st i shall say..

JHOSY, SHUYU & QIUHE,
WELCOME TO RVCS!!!! WOOTS!!! xD HAHA.. LOLS..

though i dun think they will visit my blog.. lols!

ok.. back to topic.. ohwells, jps choir has touched down at suzhou by now, i guess.. hmms, all the best in the competition, yeah? xD hais.. those cute little kids really made my day.. i guess spending every saturday morning with them to prepare them for their competition was a worthwhile though i may have to forgo my beauty sleep [which i need alot, sadly. just see my ugly face and you'll know why..] haha.. i'm already missing them, especially weiting, jarrell and qianping!!! 3 cuties.. oso my buddies while i was there.. but i taught mainly jarrell and weiting lar.. so cute lurhs..

me n weiting :]

veron, qianping, weiting and me :]

cas, jarrell n me :]

tomorrow's racial harmony day, yr4s selling food and drinks :] muz come visit my stall arh! selling satay and otah!!! :DD

bb for now! goodnight!

2008-07-10T20:48:00.004+08:00

back after a long long hiatus!!! never touched a computer other than in school for work purposes for the past 3 weeks.. many things happened, the good, the bad, the fun and laughter as well as the tears.. oh wells, too tired and lazy to blog much.. so wells, all i have to say is that i've changed my hp no. here is it if you don't have my updated one.. 97269559 :]

oh, btw i'm changing blog url as soon as i'm done with my new blogskin.. heehee.. this year keep changing xP

P.S: my dad's forcing me to go for some Adam Khoo's motivational camp.. Like wth?! i used to be interested and he didn't allow me to go.. Now that i'm no longer interested, he's actually going to sign me up for it? ._.

P.P.S: Life is meaningless.. Mine sucks :]
haha..bb

2008-06-11T12:52:00.005+08:00

Tagged by Jonneh!

Instructions: Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.

1. What is your favourite person to chat on msn?
jhawnette [end up playing minesweeper flags.. haha]
baoberh cherie xD [fun with alliteration.. lols]

2. If there was only one thing you could do before you die, what would it be?
Erm.. Sing until my last breath is gone? At least I'd die happy :D

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Well.. It depends on what but I think I lack confidence most of the time :X

4. Who is the person that you confide in?
Zhengyang, sometimes rest of DIAMOND + gar yim + fellow -iLOVE- guild masters xD

5. Are you satisfied with yourself?
hmm.. not really.. i feel that life has been going downhill for me since i entered secondary school ]:

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My friends, voice and my darling sops ]:

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
I believe it exists but it's quite rare

8. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
Hmm.. None that I know of so far..

9. What do you like about yourself?
Hmm.. I don't know.. I hate myself i guess? lols

10. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Hmm.. Why do you wanna know? Want to be mine? ROFL

11. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Most, with an exception of a few whom I don't really want to be close to but choose to stick so close to me and get that I'm trying to get them to scram far far away from me ]x

12. What do you dislike the most?
Flying insects, heights, backstabbers, hypocrites and people who spam vulgar like nobody's business -.-

13. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
DIAMOND, cousins-x3 & -iLOVE- ♥

14. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
Hmm.. One who has a good listening ear and is trusted? Fun loving? Caring? Ohwells.. The list goes on..

15. Do you love your friends?
DUH! Friends make my world go round.. So does music :D

16. Which date you like the most?
Hmm.. I treat every day as a special day? No faves.. I'm a fair person.. lmao

17.If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
World peace :D Look prettier D;

18. If you could travel in time and return to a phase of your life, which phase would it be and why?
My primary school days i guess.. 6A'o4 rocks xD

19. If it's gna be the end of the world in 24 hours, what would you do?
Hmm.. I'd do all the things I wna do and die without regrets :D

20. What do you want to do right now?
Erm, i don't know. Apparently, I'm bored. Otherwise I wouldn't be doing this quiz.

tagged:
anyone who's bored enough to do this quiz.. lols

2008-06-03T16:35:00.002+08:00

back fr cip!!! shall talk about yesterday's june camp 1st.. hais.. loads of unlucky thing happened to me yesterday.. wanna hear the list? wells, here it goes..
#o1: lost my hp at vivo TT [my darling hp.. boohoos]
#o2: slippers spoilt even b4 i teached sentosa [my chiou slippers.. sob sob]
#o3: at beach station, i sat down and my index finger touched something which looks like shit[eww.. gross] D;

hais.. so unlucky right? last year i also lost my hp during june camp.. D;

still, i had lots of fun yesterday.. xD the yr 4s played volleyball most of the time.. :DD we only played 2 stations.. wakakas~ after lunch we totally slacked [as in never play station games].. 1st we played monkey using guo kai's volleyball and the frisbee we'd bought in the space between 7-11 and island life.. after that, mr see ask us go somewhere else play because we were blocking the way.. so we went to palawan beach which was the nearest beach from there and also mingjun's station..we totally skipped his and the rest of the stations.. the rest played volleyball while i sat there and looked after the bags until time's up then we went to emerald pavillion for pass the parcel and sandcastle building + water bombs.. had dinner at sky park in vivo.. then talk until 8+, 9pm then left..

went for cip today at jurong primary school.. went there to teach the primary school kids how to learn their songs more efficiently and faster.. they super cute sia xD i wan go there again.. but i got guild chalet on next next monday and tuesday leh D; i see how 1st.. maybe i join them in the afternoon.. xD wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. haha.. i go make another blogskin le.. bb :D

2008-06-01T18:01:00.002+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeee.. long time no post.. had a busy week.. class outing was fun.. hmm haven't ridden a bike for 8 yrs.. =X thank you junwen n kian fong for teaching me to ride again though i still suck at steering n cannot ride on my own >< n the -iLOVE- outing.. watched Prince Caspian :DD and xKOPI!!!!!!!!!! i never see you before luhs.. you never meet me before but you at least can see when xKELE or BAnqx upload the photos.. not fair sia.. everytime ask you go out with us, always give excuse.. zzz.. then went underwater world for swap project.. on the way back to harbourfront bus int via the coach, me, cas n veron were singing our sec 1 songs like Nobody Knows The Trouble I've Seen, All My Trials, Lion King &&Les Misérables!!! then when we alighted, we were still singing then this indian lady who was also on e coach with us came to us and said, "you girls have such beautiful voices, i thought it was the radio playing just now!" lols xP i remembered last time sec 2 that time, me, veron, jeanette n zhengyang were singing Les Misérables on this empty grasspatch near lot 1.. den got people thought we were singing for charity then wan donate $$$ to us.. lols xP oh, and i made a blogskin for -iLOVE- :DD nicenicenice!!! lols.. 自夸.. xP wakakas~ making another blogskin for xKELE :D had 2 blogskin request yesterday and i'm done with 1!!!! 1 more to go xD hehe xP

here come's the sad news T.T -iLOVE-HORNY cannot go home.. because when he left home, his mama change the lock.. then now he got no $$, no food, no place to stay.. his mum even cut off his hp line.. poor Gerry.. wonder where he is now.. hope some kind soul will help him.. hais.. his friends' parents don't let him stay at their house somemore.. so 可怜.. all -iLOVE-NooB's fault lar.. =X he sorta "forced" Gerry to go his house yesterday.. xKOPI and I feel also abit responsible because yesterday during conference, we didn't stop him from going when we knew that his mum didn't allow him to go actually.. :X hais.. hope some kind Samitarian [is it spelt this way? i don't know] will help him.. at least give him some $$ to buy food or something.. hais.. T.T

2008-05-22T21:44:00.004+08:00

hiies! i'm back after a long, long hiatus!!! xD

went to plaza singapura tdy ;] met BAnqx, YURIx, xKELE, RAPEE, some1 n soda(?).. went kfc for lunch den after that go watch movie ;DD watched Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull ohh, and did i mention? there was NO student price unless you are from SMU. Somemore, they say is off-peak hour so is $8.50.. wth.. zzz.. ohwells.. we still went to watch anyway.. lalalas~ the show not bad lar.. xD hehe.. then went out wan talk talk awhile.. then something happened, i don't wanna say what happen lar.. i today happy happy go out with them, i don't wanna spoil my memories thinking about the bad stuff.. let's just forgive and forget :D then we go home le.. i'm so looking forward to guild chalet this june hols ;DD wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

going to make new blogskin soon.. as well as another skin for my eportfolio xD wakakas~ xP

2008-04-06T12:45:00.003+08:00

damn you! it's my life and you have no right to control it! i lead my own life! as long as i'm not doing anything immoral or my 良心无愧, who are you to care? as long as i'm conscientious in my work, who are you to care too? you may say that i'd regret it in the future, but who are you to bother? it's my life, if i really regret it, it's my fault and not yours! i'd pay for my actions! i'm not one who'd not run away from responsibility, reality and punishments. shouldn't you know me by now? SCREW YOU! and i've had enough of acting like an obedient girl! J'EN AI ASSEZ!!!!!

2008-04-05T19:04:00.002+08:00

zzz.. just don't seem to have the inspiration for the blogskin.. any suggestion, people?

2008-04-05T16:46:00.009+08:00

ohwells... i've cried multiple times today.. 1st time when my dad was talking to mr liu and second time while my dad was talking to mr teo.. well, i can't stand to hear teachers talking about me actually.. i'd just break down, even if the teacher is not berating me.. and it's not the first time i broke down because a teacher talked about me.. it happened in primary school before and i just broke down. whatever.. i'm a crybaby.. plus, i just cannot take failure.. like, come on? my first encounter with failure in academics was when i was in sec 2.. that's a bit late for me to get adjusted to failing. perhaps, if i've met with failure since young or more often when i was young, i'd not have such adverse reactions to it and would have taken failures in my stride.. i've never ever scored below 38.5/50 for tests and my lowest for any subject in an examination was a 84/100(overall). and even back then, i was crying when i got 38.5/50 for tests, 84/100 for the subject in my exams and when i didn't make it to the top 10 in class.. well, i guess living in a "perfect world" for 13 years, the word "failure" didn't exist until i was in sec 2.. it's only been 2 years since i've encountered failures and i'm still not used to them.. ok, i've to admit that i'm slow when it comes to adjusting.. i don't like change, unless it's for good or it's a change which abolishes what i dislike and implementing something that i advocate.. and i'm "investing" what free time i have on thu with mr teo.. so that he can try to help me in my physics. i just feel... insecure without my notes i guess.. so i constantly second-guess and doubt myself.. which is why i don't do well in my physics tests and exams.. i've been getting this inferiority complex thingy since i entered rv i guess.. grrr.. i hate myself. why do i always hesitate before i do anything? it's supposed to be good isn't it? as in, well, i look before i leap, i think of the consequences before i act.. but i guess i've been hesitating too much.. to the extent that i self-doubt.. even when i'm in choir.. i seriously hate it.. but i cannot stop myself.. hais.. shall try making another blogskin before i pia EoM..am i so unworthy of your love?

2008-04-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

heyys! i'm back!!! had phy test n bio test tdy.. bio paper was easier than i expected, phy was quite hard D; and mr teo still dare to tell me don't get too nervous during the test. wth.. and my mind totally blanked out while doing phy test x/ do you think i won't get nervous when the paper's so hard and my mind blanks out? it's so easy for him to tell me not to be nervous but i cannot control it right? i think i'll fail phy T.T

2008-04-01T22:07:00.005+08:00

Hais.. Sit and Reach sucks!!!! Pull me down, now i cannot get my silver.. T.T Ohwells... Here are my NAPFA results:

#o1 2.4km run: 14.33min (B) xD
#o2 Sit Ups: 33 (A) xD
#o3 Standing Broad Jump: 165cm (D) ;)
#o4 Sit and Reach: 34cm (E) zzz.. T.T
#o5 Incline Pull Up: 7 (D) xD
#o6 Shuttle Run: 11.7s (C) xD

Total points: 17

Stupid.. Because of Sit and Reach, i failed to get my SILVER. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wasted my effort to run so fast for my 2.4km T.T Though i didn't purposely run very fast for it. & i only needed another 2cm!!!!!!!!!
!#@$%%*&)_*&##^%&!@#$
lols xP

Hais.. Bio and Phy tests this friday.. Sure fail.. x/ Walao eh.. Are they stupid or what? Put 2 tests on friday, both are sciences somemore.. Kns.. Fail either of them and both will suan me again.. Zzz.. Whatever lar.. My sciences so lousy, don't know why i took triple science in the first place..

Sianz.. Damn pissed.. My mama is at the next computer, doing her own homework. For once. Yes, for ONCE. However, she practically bothers me with questions like whether she can say this, whether she can say that; how to spell this, how to spell that; damn irritating lar! walao eh! tak cek tak gao an ni pai mia mai tak lar! an ni ma huan? li siong wa jin eng arh? Which is precisely why i'm going back into my room after i finish this post to sleep. Oh, by the way people, i slept at 8pm last night and only woke up at 4.20am this morning. So pro right? I told you that i've been very tired for the past few days, didn't i? And i think i'll go to school on the days when i see her sitting in front of the computer in the morning. Because i know my veins will burst one day if she continues to ask me endless stupid questions.. =X ok. bbyes~ gd night!

P.S.: Thanks Diamond for buying me the Corrinne May album!!! xD

2008-03-31T18:57:00.002+08:00

am i suffeing from depression or something? why do people keep claiming that i look sad but i don't feel that way? today my dad asked me if i was alright and i told him yes. he didn't really believe me and even asked me if i am sure and did spmething happen.. lols.. i'm just.. feeling very tired lar.. so people, if you see me looking sad, most probably i'm not.. and don't worry, i'm not feeling suicidal at the moment.. :] hais.. hsk is in 2 weeks time, which means i camnot go for cip.. sorry jingyuan.. and i've been missing french lessons le and i haven even done any of the homework.. hais.. it's not that i'm feeling lazy but i just feel so tired, like my legs will give way and i'd fall any moment.. zzz.. i know it's early but i'm going to sleep le.. bbyes

2008-03-30T12:24:00.002+08:00

hi! i didn't post yesterday.. hehe.. changed blogskin again.. another of my creation!!! i think it's much nicer than the previous one.. well, i do love bright colours!!! pls rate (the previous one)xD click here to preview! it'd even be better if u all downloaded it.. hehe xP

went to the columbarium today to pray for my late grandfather.. wah, traffic jam like mad.. journey should only take like 15-20min.. in the end, we took 2+h to reach.. crazy.. and my butt was hurting after sitting in the car for so long.. zzz.. the only time i sit so long in the vehicle is when i'm on a coach ride to malaysia or going on vacation in malaysia with my family can? all the inactivity in the car.. zzz.. hais.. ohwells,, better go pia homework.. then maybe i go play audi awhile after that.. haha.. studying bio now.. x/ i cannot remember a single thing about the eye!!! argh!!! ok, that's exaggerating.. i confuse myself between the 2 scenarios.. lols.. hmm.. better go now... bbyes

2008-03-28T20:48:00.002+08:00

damn sian tdy.. don't know why.. yanpeng n siwei claimed that i looked angry.. zhiying thought i was depressed and crying.. lols.. i'm just, wells, tired and sick of life? zzz... life sucks (as quoted fr garyim xP) life is meaningless.. i don't see the point of living? life passes quickly, day in day out.. everyday i feel like i'm rushing but i don't know where and what i'm rushing to? i feel like some hyperactive child, running for god knows what reason and just continue running even though i'm tired out.. i run and run and run, but i don't seem to be achieving anything or reaching an end point.. i'm sick and tired of all this rushing and running about like some mad person.. or maybe i should say i feel like a dog chasing after its own tail? hais.. 24h a day is definitely not enough for me.. the day's too short.. and i don't even have time to practise my scores.. yups, rvchorale, your current-and-gonna-step-down student conductor doesn't practise her scores ever since last year. fortunately, she has quite a good memory when it comes to scores and can memorise parts of it after singing it for a few times, even if it's the 1st time i'm learning the score.xP and my dad claims i'm spending too much time on choir? that's so lols.. if he said that last time. i really have nothing to say, because i put choir before studies.. yups, so it does show you my attitude towards studies as compared to singing.. i used to prac choir scores at home everyday, bring my choir file to school faithfully everyday and practise it during free periods or when the teacher hasn't come for class.. i still bring it to school everyday though, but i don't touch it in class =X neither do i practise it at home everyday.. it's just something i do when i don't feel like doing homework n i'll practise choir scores to relax..

today was NAPFA 2.4km run.. did my self proud: 14.33min, which is a B! my fastest timing ever (for 2.4 dat is)! xD muhahaha.. i rock.. lols.. my timing for 1st round: 1.48min O.o hahas.. hmm maybe i shld say i did achieve something from all those running (though i meant it figuratively in the 1st paragraph?) right after PE was chem and we had chem test.. zzz.. damn scared.. cuz my right eye kept twitching halfway during the chem paper.. and i finished the paper in 20 min >< n i checked my paper 4 times x/ damn scared.. anybody remember what is question 4? because apparently there were a lot of different answers when we asked around in class and we forgot the question so we could not double check what the correct answer should be.. zzz.. damn sian.. shall make a blogskin soon? maybe not.. gotta study for bio n phy test!!! argh!!!! same day somemore.. sure die.. then we were saying we write bio stuff in phy paper and phy stuff in bio paper.. cuz we are tested onThe Eye for bio and Converging Lens for phy and both talks about refraction and reflection of light.. zzz.. gotta chiong for RV Term Assignment this year.. gpa sucked like shit this term.. hais.. i'm bored.. bb

2008-03-26T21:15:00.005+08:00

damn pissed.. knnbccb! shut ur bloody mouth up lar! only noe how to kiu kiu kio, ca si lang! ka ki buay hiao yong dian nao, bat lang ga li dio mai ma lang, mai ma dian nao lar! gang lang hor bicycle zo diao, milo cia toh ar mm si yi sa la, ma yi zo si mi? li kee siao, go meng yi an zua bo ma hi kor lang? li siong dat eh xiang li an yi kuan eng arh, dat dit wan loh meh? kia dit hor li ma, jin buay song. li siao bo? wa ho ho gar li gong wei, li ma wa? li siong li si wa lao bu dio eh sai luan luan ma wa! wa gar li gong! li sio sim hor! wa oh ele an ni kuan, mai deng chu li kar eh zai! li siong wo kia li arh? wa ka li gong, wo gao zi zun go bo su ka li! wo cap siao li arh! dem pai li tak wa eh 笔记本，kua dio wa sia wo bo su ka li, li hao. li hao liao dio bo bian tio, hao wu yong meh? li siong li hao liao wa sim tia, ko lian li arh? mai gong lar! wo an zua an ni suay, wu li zi kuan eh lao bu? wa dem pai si mm si huan lo dio 玉皇大帝， zi zun hor wu li an ni kuan eh lao bu? li siong ba lu li ka ki siong li hor kooi huan dio arh? knn! li zi zun tak cek, wa ga li zo gong ko. li siao bo? see li tak degree ar see wa?! wa ka ki an ni zui gong ko, go ai ga li zo?! wa dao bu see ga li zo, li wu oh dio ming kia boh? li an ni kuan ko cek an zua ko ho seh? li siong li ko cek eh siee zun wa kia di li tao zeng ga li an zua zo arh? mai siao lar! li kua lar, li zo wa an ni ki, ah mah dio bo sa la dio hor wa mah.. ><

2008-03-24T20:00:00.003+08:00

i'm back!!! hahas.. got back côntrole 1 today!!! i was stunned when i saw my marks.. my eyes almost popped out.. ok.. it's not very good lar.. the last time i got A1 for french was when i was in sec 1? =X haha.. but i'm quite proud of myself!!! i got much higher than i expected.. i thought i would fail.. in the end i got 44.5/65 which is approx 68%? muhahaha.. i rock!!! lols.. hais.. but i could have gotten 69% though.. i changed one of my answers and it was originally correct. >.< ohwells.. D;

ooh! and italy choir are back!!! miss them loads <33 haha.. sry italy choir, apparently nobody wanna go 接机 wif me again.. zzz.. why are the rest so not enthu de? don't they miss you guys too? D; school seemed so empty without the italy choir..
T.T

hais.. ok.. so since i didn't 接机，i played audi wif my gor.. and i kena thrashed by my gor.. =X gor's pro lor.. so many perfect.. i noob, even though my level higher than his by 4 =X haha.. but we were playing normal individual, which i haven't been playing for quite long.. the last time i played it was when i was doing licence for my current level? >.< and yesterday, after remaining stagnant at that level, i could finally do licence! woots!!! lols.. and i failed it.. zzz.. even when i trained with gor, i failed it.. yes.. and i failed the marks by alot, like 100+k? =X super duper ashamed of myself.. and gor would have passed it if you don't see the score, that is.. =X must go train perfect!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zzz.. i still wanna write something but i just can't remember.. zzz.. maybe i got dementia?? >.<

2008-03-19T20:41:00.011+08:00

Sigh.. I'm a failure at eveything.. Yes, everything.. I failed to be a gd student and most importantly, i failed to be a gd sister.. *sighs*

Got back progress report today.. Guess what's my gpa, people.. My lowest ever.. i got every possible grade except A2 n F9 although i'm taking 9 subjects(because french not counted until EoY, A maths + E maths= 1 subject) so that means 1 subject to 1 grade.. A1=4, ... F9=0; find the average of the total points i scored people, and you will know how much i got.. xP So freaking lousy.. I just suck totally lar.. Like i said in my previous post, i should not even be in rv in the 1st place.. I don't know why I'm there.. I'm really afraid that they would make me go back to sec 3.. If i really have to be retained, I'd rather leave the school and go elsewhere.. even if it's some lousy school? hais.. gpa 3.0 ain't that easy to achieve.. only about 6 people in my class managed it. Oh ya, let me tell you a funny thing, people.. Mr Teo and Mr Liu contradicted each other..

Mr Teo: Charlene is able to understand the Physics concepts during the lessons but tends to be too nervous during assessment, resulting in getting unsatisfactory grades. She probably needs to revise her learning strategies in order to achieve higher grades.

Mr Liu: Charlene is a studious and hardworking girl who is gradually becoming more confident in class. She volunteers answers readily and has also developed good exam strategies which have helped her improve her grades so lols...

ok.. next, to my sister.. *sighs deeply* i really feel very helpless.. i wanna help her but i don't know how to help because she won't even tell me.. She rarely tells me.. Sometimes, i don't even know she's experiencing problems when i shld have known(by right).. everytime i come home, i see her sitting in front of the computer, playing audi, chatting msn messenger, blogging whereas i come home feeling deadbeat, eat, bathe, do homework, finish homework then go sleep le.. and i come home late everyday, not because i don't go home straight after school and go hang out with friends but because of my packed timetable.. if i can sleep at 11pm, very good le.. i hardly have the time to interact with her.. worst, I'd most probably understand her because 1) i'm around her age, no generation gap 2) i'm a girl as well, easier to communicate to. my mum and dad probably won't understand how she's feeling as well so i think she doesn't see the point of talking to them so i feel really bad and guilty cuz i'm nt doing anything to help her.. well, i actually share the same feelings as my sister.. I HATE HOME too!!! it's just that, well i don't say it out loud in front of them.. yes people, i'm not as obedient as most of you think.. you guys can call me a hypocrite, whatever. I don't care.. but it's meant to be a white lie? my sister is already causing enough problems for my parents and i don't wanna add on to their troubles and burden? If i did any of the stuffs my sister did, my parents would have felt that it was 世界末日。moreover, i have to maintain this image of being an "obedient and hardworking" girl at my mother's side.. and i'm supposed to "set a good example" for all my siblings and maternal cousins to emulate.. I'm serously very stressed. it's not easy to keep up this image.. my real self is struggling with this false angelic image and i don't know how long more i can withstand before i crumble.. ohwells..

P.S.: you'll know when i crumble.. because you won't see me anymore yea? bye

2008-03-13T07:38:00.002+08:00

i'm back!!! xD ytd's performance was sooooooooooooooooooo much btr than tue's.. though i think it's v sad to hv ms tham threatening to tender her resigniation b4 we cn do such a gd job x/ nvm.. shan't tok much abt dat.. quite proud of myself actually.. 4 e past 2 wks, my singing voice has been weird n i was v afraid dat my high A wld be v disgusting though i used to be able to reach it easily.. n i'm glad it didn't!!! xD It sounded so much btr.. n my delivery of the high A was oso alot smoother compared to tue's although i was quite happy wif tue's as well.. haha xP
sigh.. i miss veron alot.. so poor thing.. gt nose+throat+lung infection den in e end cnt performing, leaving me n germ to sing sop 1.. haha.. din mind actually.. i've been wanting to go back to sop 1 since 4 yrs ago but apparently, i drank milo n had lots of phlegm so i cldn't reach e higher notes x/ ohwells, back to veron.. hais.. she din even come watch us perform a;though she said she might on one of the 2 days.. which means she's rly sick? get well soon, yea?
to italy peeps: JY ok? Do our chorale, sch n nation proud!!! i've faith in u guys!!! U cn do it!!! xD
P.S: italy peeps, i c whether my dad allow me to 送机 anot.. xP

2008-03-09T15:07:00.003+08:00

i'm back aft a long, long hiatus! haha.. too busy to blog anw.. nth much to blog oso? hais.. me n my sucky results.. doubt dat i cn promote to yr 5 nxt yr T.T ohwells.. i haven been doing well in rv all along lar.. i dun even noe y i'm in e sch in e 1st place.. i shld juz be in some neighbourhood sch.. i'm seriously v stressed.. 4 e whole of this term, i've been rushing lyk mad but i dunno wad i'm rushing twds.. i feel so.. i dunno.. lyk i'm rushing n rushing twds some endless goal? 1 dat has no end? i dunno.. seriously v stressed.. broke down many times this mth le.. ohwells, dunno y i'm taking triple science oso whn my sciences sux.. n my maths n chinese grades r dropping whn they r my best subj? oh gosh.. i've no idea wad's wrong wif me.. i'm feeling numb now, devoid of feelings.. i dun even feel anything except for this pain throbbing in my head.. my head is in a whirl.. i've no idea y i'm feeling this.. e last time i felt this way was whn i cried bcuz of a certain someone last yr.. but i haven been crying these past days.. maybe i hit my head n suffered a concussion w/o my knowing? sound crazy, do i? maybe i'm turning crazy? someone, pls send me to IMH to get me examined!!!
P.S: i'm absolutely serious abt this.. it's nt a joke!!!

2008-01-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

this yr's b'day turned out to be pretty unexpected.. weijing is e 1st to wish me happy b'day, got a surprise b'day party by choir pple (dat cherie n her pretentious "i dunno how to sing alto part yet" haha xP) it's one dat i'll nv 4get.. love u guys loads.. n thx to all of u hu gave me presents n wished me happy b'day!!!

P.S: cas, dun liddat lar.. we dun hate u... wad makes u think diamond hates u? u din do anything wrong to make us detest u.. i'm sry.. it's my fault... i caused e misunderstanding T.T

2007-12-30T09:21:00.000+08:00

hellos! i'm back!!! hais.. too lazy to make new blogskin.. used one dat i had submitted.. many things had happened over the past wks.. n i had alot of fun.. sadly, hols r soon gg to be over.. T.T nxt yr jiu4 yr4 le.. den gpa muz get 3.0 n above den cn promote to yr 5.. T.T i think i'll hv difficulty achieving dat wif e little amt of time i hv to study.. D; hais.. i c whether i cn make another skin.. But i take lyk 5-6hrs to complete 1.. unlike, *clears throat*, someone.. xP Not dat i noob or anything but i demand 4 e best in every skin i make.. e perfectionist in me demands me to do it until i'll satisfied wif it.. otherwise, i'd nv submit or use it.. I was doing a stitch de halfway e other time.. maybe i go cont'd or i do a new one.. xP Au revoir!..