i miss you-

YSunday, November 15, 2009

hmm, i guess my blog's back to a place where i rant about you, yeah? hope you're honoured. i'm so sorry to my dear friends who visit my blog, only to read my boring complaints about you.

hmm, where should i start? well, if you could stop kpkb-ing, i'll consider coming home early whenever i go out. and puh-lease? i go out too often? yoohoo? you going bonkers or something? i hardly go out ok? if i do its school and piano? other than that it's choir practice during hols and study groups? while i admit that i do go out with choir juniors after their practices, the hours spent on this "outings" are so much shorter than the time i dedicate to my work and choir? and it's not as though i go for all my class outings? what more do you have to complain? seriously. you don't even know what you're saying. you should be grateful. hmm, if you really dislike my going out so often as you claim it to be, then please write me a letter of exemption from school so i don't have to go to the trouble of organising study groups, and spending 1+h journeys to school for choir practices etc; then i'll be where you want me to be -- home (: i think its a great pity that you made us behave this way - a hatred for this home.

you said that i've changed. that, i'll admit. but have you thought about what provoked this change? if you don't know, well, it's you. You weren't like this before either. your change makes me detest you, and ultimately, this home. this is why i refuse to come home early when i go out. and if your reason for this change is stress and pressure like he says, what makes you think that i don't? why can't you take my "outings" or late home-comings as a stress relief? it's not as though i spent my time clubbing or offering my services at geylang. is there anything wrong with spending some time with my friends after school weekly chatting about shared interests, recent on-goings, troubles and stuff? and my late home-comings isn't that late either, i'm usually home by 10.30pm. i seriously don't care if you know i'm talking behind your back, I SERIOUSLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

btw, i'd like to say that your recent outbursts are extremely hilarious.

~ you'll regret it someday when i've mustered enough courage :D

missing you- 6:37 pm