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YSunday, November 29, 2009

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! NO MORE CHALET FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY PARTY T.T left with aranda which is super ex and aloha changi which is super ulu ._. zzz.. don;t know where to hold my party now.. i don't wanna feel like doing catering leh. if it's held at my house thn also cannot stay overnight 'cause my cousins definitely will and thn there's no more space for my friends D: i wanna cry now, LOL.

oh, and my wallet hasn't arrived too ._. rather the blogshop owner stopped contacting me after she said that stocks are arriving.. hopefully, she went overseas or something so she couldn't reply me.. i'm gonna kill myself if she runs away with our money 'cause 1st time it was OOS so she asked if we wanted a refund or we wanted to wait for the new batch to arrive and take orders again.. zzz

missing you- 9:45 am

YSaturday, November 28, 2009

went for light mass rehearsal with syc today :)so happy, i was singing more forward than usual and my high As were sung with considerable ease, no straining :D i think i'm a 怪胎 'cause qiyuan and liangying claim that singing with syc sops makes them sing backwards + they cannot hear themselves.. don't know leh.. think i'm weird.. btw, jia ning's my buddy for light mass! wahahaha! :D hilary's standing on the other side of me though.. she distances herself from me throughout rehearsal but she was nice to me after it ended.. weird.. and Aini came in late 'cause she had an exam. she was waving fervently to me during break, LOL. must have been too happy since her last core exam has ended.. hais.. i wonder if i can even make it that far in life.. :/

here's a photo which we took during the diamond outing!

i look the nicest in this, so too bad if some of you think that other photos are nicer ._.

too bad Jeanette wasn't there D: hmm, we shall have another outing soon i hope (:

went to botak jones to celebrate my youngest sis' birthday today after rehearsal.. i was only halfway done with my meal when i was already feeling full :/ i think i don't need to eat breakfast tomorrow le :X and i'm not exaggerating..

gtg, bye~

missing you- 11:10 pm

YFriday, November 27, 2009

kinda bored.. just posting a picture of my nails which i wore to DIAMOND outing.. i was in an almost full blue outfit (shirt, shorts, nails, bag) i bet jhosy will be proud of me =) for once, no pink except my toe nails. haha.. my hp was flat that day so they couldn't bluetooth me the photos. someone pls send the photos to me soon! post to fb also can :D

here's my prettaye blue nails:

went to bp collect the clothes that elaine bought from a blogshop. guess who's the blogshop owner? michelle, mervin's sister; what a coincidence! haha :D

gtg, bye~

missing you- 2:30 pm

YThursday, November 19, 2009

just went to do this quiz on some flash games website.. i'm surprised that it turned out to be true! haha.. here's my result:

hmm, bored today.. germ, weiyang and jeanette were supposed to come to my house today for mahjong de, in the end cancelled 'cause germ couldn't make it D: choir tomorrow, think i'll be dead though :/ i've missed all the combined pract with juniors thanks to PW.. while i'm able to sing tone poem, i've yet to memorise my 米农. my score is empty too :/ i did practise 米农 but i haven't written anything on it, not even my triangles and circles symbolising my solfege. i've been sight-singing in words the past few times this holiday and i still have a rough idea of how it sounds like when i went for juniors' practices.. hope all goes well tomorrow? and tomorrow is tone poem combined. damn sian. at least i memorised thank you for the music long ago, haha :D

missing you- 7:35 pm

YMonday, November 16, 2009

back :D recently there's been some problems with my IE and Firefox. For some reason, whenever i click on these icons, they bring me to some chinese search engines instead of my homepage. i tried restricting access to these sites but they still appear. though when i click on the "home" icon, they do bring me to my homepage. i as super irritated about it. my dad managed to solve the firefox one but not IE D: so i'm using firefox at the moment.

well, got bored when my dad was solving the problem 'cause (i) my sis was having tuition so i'm not to play the piano (ii) no fb, no msn. so i went to play with my collection of nail polishes instead. haha. this is how my nails look like now:

MY PRETTAYE GLITZY PURPLE NAILS ;D LOL

bimbo just sms-ed me to inform me of tomorrow's plans.. MY FELLOW DIAMOND PEEPS! pls don't let her go on with her current plans! :X

missing you- 1:44 pm

YSunday, November 15, 2009

hmm, i guess my blog's back to a place where i rant about you, yeah? hope you're honoured. i'm so sorry to my dear friends who visit my blog, only to read my boring complaints about you.

hmm, where should i start? well, if you could stop kpkb-ing, i'll consider coming home early whenever i go out. and puh-lease? i go out too often? yoohoo? you going bonkers or something? i hardly go out ok? if i do its school and piano? other than that it's choir practice during hols and study groups? while i admit that i do go out with choir juniors after their practices, the hours spent on this "outings" are so much shorter than the time i dedicate to my work and choir? and it's not as though i go for all my class outings? what more do you have to complain? seriously. you don't even know what you're saying. you should be grateful. hmm, if you really dislike my going out so often as you claim it to be, then please write me a letter of exemption from school so i don't have to go to the trouble of organising study groups, and spending 1+h journeys to school for choir practices etc; then i'll be where you want me to be -- home (: i think its a great pity that you made us behave this way - a hatred for this home.

you said that i've changed. that, i'll admit. but have you thought about what provoked this change? if you don't know, well, it's you. You weren't like this before either. your change makes me detest you, and ultimately, this home. this is why i refuse to come home early when i go out. and if your reason for this change is stress and pressure like he says, what makes you think that i don't? why can't you take my "outings" or late home-comings as a stress relief? it's not as though i spent my time clubbing or offering my services at geylang. is there anything wrong with spending some time with my friends after school weekly chatting about shared interests, recent on-goings, troubles and stuff? and my late home-comings isn't that late either, i'm usually home by 10.30pm. i seriously don't care if you know i'm talking behind your back, I SERIOUSLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

btw, i'd like to say that your recent outbursts are extremely hilarious.

~ you'll regret it someday when i've mustered enough courage :D

missing you- 6:37 pm

YFriday, November 13, 2009

I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH BUT YOU CHOSE NOT TO BELIEVE IT SO I SHAN'T BOTHER TELLING YOU THE TRUTH IN THE FUTURE. AND, IF I DIDN'T WANNA GO, I WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE LEFT EARLY TODAY AND I WOULDN'T EVEN BE HOME YET AT THIS POINT OF TIME! SERIOUSLY, YOU SUCK TTM AND I HATE YOU MORE EACH TIME. I VOW THAT ONE DAY YOU'D REGRET THIS. AND I WON'T FEEL SORRY FOR YOU, BITCH. GOOD LUCK AND HAVE FUN

missing you- 10:08 pm

YMonday, November 09, 2009

sneaked out awhile just now.. haha, not sneak luh.. but since i was saying i felt as though i'm on house arrest, i guess that's an apt description? went out to buy 3 bottles of nail polishes.. pretty shades.. ^.^ oh, and i bought nail art brushes too! finally found them :D hais.. can;t find my original copy of my T2 report card. wonder why they need them anyway? i've already returned the photocopy what.. why do they want the original back? need to hand in tomorrow somemore D: RAWR!

missing you- 3:30 pm

bored to death.. noone jio me go out today.. D: watched barbie and the 3 musketeers with my youngest sis ._. RAWR.. it's as though i'm in captive or on house arrest -.- I WANT CHOIR SO I GOT EXCUSE TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anw, my curfew for these few days would be 10pm (if i go out) until this thu.. zzz.. i can just go and die liao.. T.T i wanna go out!!!! i hate this home even more luh.. cooped up here.. i'd rather study out than stay here == i just want a different environment!!!! i hate this house!!! i want out!!! RAWR

missing you- 12:34 pm

YSunday, November 08, 2009

OP's finally over. so i'm left with submission of GPF. YAY! :D hais, i screwed up my Canon in D just now.. zzz.. spoil my nice song :/ hais.. now that pw is over, shall start mugging lit/math/chem or doing those dreadful homework D: shall take some time off to practise light mass though.. class outing to kbox on wed :D hais, wanna go do mani & pedi with them leh but my toenails seriously requires treatment.. and i wanna try my hands on some nail art tutorials which i watched some time ago.. need to buy more first!! i've alot of nail polishes but they either do not have the kind of texture i need for the nail art or i don;t have the shade D: Ahhh.. oh, and i can go shaoxing :D YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL.

anw, my dad's leaving for adelaide later for a work trip. sian, days of hell with my mum at home -.- shall go out to study and practise scores with siewlin and zy. thn i can minimise interaction, wahaha..i'll go for now, bye

missing you- 5:04 pm

YMonday, November 02, 2009

finished compiling E. Lit notes on WSS.. 42 pages.. wanted to die though it's just copying and pasting.. shall read that soon.. haven't started on my paper skirt.. but ms yim disapproves of the idea so i don;t know if i should start although charlotte has completed hers..went to holland v to buy ribbons for OP.. saw alot of pretty ribbons.. had the urge to buy them but i know i won't use them that often leh.. maybe i shall go there next time when i need them..

talk to aine just now for 2h15min :X i think that's my longest online conversation ever.. talk to her about alot of stuff, from choir to music to studies and others.. :D hais.. if she were my jie, life would be so good luh.. and i won't bully her like my sisters do.. i'd love her ttm and i no longer have to be envious of siewlin and siewwoon :/ though i'm not sure if she treats me more like a younger sis or friend.. but she's super nice to me during the whole time i had during rehearsals and performance days to interact with her as well as during our conversation, and she puts up with all my questions including random ones.. haha.. looking forward to seeing her soon =)

虽然我们没有血肉关系，但她让我终于感受到做妹妹的感觉。那种感觉是非笔墨所能形容的。如果有这样的姐姐，我就不会再讨厌这个家了；因为她会给我家添了一种归属感。好可惜啊！

missing you- 10:59 pm

YSunday, November 01, 2009

finally, Colours of Music is over! :D had enough of late nights rehearsals and pw on alternating days, super tiring.. well, i enjoyed the singing experience though ^.^ made many friends with SYC people :D I ♥ Aini!!! haha.. she's damn funny :D rehearsals rock thanks to her.. brightens up my day with all the funny things she say or do.. miss SYC people like mad now.. Yina, quickly upload the photos!!! =D singing alto for Colours of Music wasn't too bad i guess, though i miss singing with the Sopranos. Sadly, Aini repeatedly reminds me that i'm a utility singer but hey! i was only a utility singer by ms tham 'cause i'd to help altos for this concert.. i wasn't a utility singer before that.. nevermind.. i won't know Aini and Yina and all the other altos who were uber nice if i didn't sing alto with them. and karen who stands on the other side of me is pretty funny too.. especially all her comments on how and when we should put down/ take our files, switch on and off our booklights.. xD

hais.. back to work.. OP this fri.. meeting keith prince again on wed.. just realised that the timing clashes with my OP rehearsal with ms yim.. ugh! how? die die die.. :X let pw be over soon.. though i don;t really hate it 'cause it was fun making all the prototypes.. makes me feel as though i'm having art and craft lessons again which i've greatly missed.. gtg, bye!

missing you- 10:06 pm