i miss you-

YSunday, April 19, 2009

back! :D shall talk about my m'sia shopping trip.. well, as usual, bought alot of clothes luh.. 3 mango basic tees, 1 dress, 3 blouses and of course my beloved new silver roxy wallet ♥

here's a picture of it if you haven't seen it :D

my beloved new silver roxy wallet ♥

ok.. well, michelle's wedding is coming soon and i haven't bought anything suitable to well though i've been shopping.. worse come to worse wear the green choir costume. LOL! hais.. mainly went to cotton on to get my tank tops and shorts and denim wear.. bought a pair of shoes from bugis on good friday too.. bought lots of cute files with japanese cartoon characters :D so cute luh.. saw this cosmetic pouch which i wanted to buy at bugis too but the one of the crystal studs came off and they didn't have a new one D: i wanted it leh.. hello kitty de summore TT

the damn chio HELLO KITTY cosmetic pouch! ♥ (sorry for the shdow though.. take asap.. scared the shopkeeper scold me :X )

the stitch one behind it is quite cute too.. but i'd choose hello kitty over stitch anytime, thank you :D

3rd piano lesson today.. finished my theory book within 3 lessons, i'm pro.. wahahaha xD no luh.. i suck at practical.. practical only completed 3/5 within the same period of time D: hais.. nevermind, JIAYOU!

SYF's coming soon.. but busy timetables packed with tests :D hope i can cope.. and there's syf exchange and performance at vch as SAJC's guest choir.. hope we'll have a great time making good music :D mr ong made it compulsory for the juniors to go for the concert -.- ohwells..

hais.. no idea why i've been so pessimistic ever since i've stepped into this school.. and it's getting worse as the years go by.. i used to be so optimistic in primary school :D don't believe, go ask rouying :D the only reason which will make me cry is when i'm not top 10 in class (which happened once because there were 6 9th in class, making me 15th ==") and when i scored below 40 for my tests (which happened only twice when i got 39.5)you can call me a crazy bitch for being so achievement-oriented but that's how i measure how useful/useless i am.. it makes me happy whenever i do well but at the same time, i don't think i'm going too overboard about being dissatisfied with my results, singing, bball, etc. i just complain or harp on it quite often, heh.. i want acknowledgement but i want it as a recognition of the effort i've put in not because of fame, popularity or whatsoever .. i just dislike getting discredited for things which i'v spent so much time and effort on.. moreover, i still have many friends and i care for them deeply.. i don't ignore my friends because i'm not a cold-hearted and unfeeling, achievement-oriented person.. friends are just as important to me as my achievements, or even more.. but having many friends or being a good friend will not get me into a good university, so please forgive me if i ever start rattling on about how sucky i am and stuff.. i'm just on ranting mode, heesh.. i know i'm asking for alot but, yeah..\

well, gtg.. byes~

missing you- 5:34 pm