i miss you-

YSaturday, December 27, 2008

WHERE THERE IS LOVE, THERE IS PAIN -- Spanish Proverb
seeing my friends heartbroken/emo-ing about ____, yeah, i know how much love hurts.. and believe me, i've felt this way too.. love hurts big time.. it's a slow healing wound which also leaves you a permanent scar.. D:

LOVE DOES NOT BEGIN AND END THE WAY WE SEEM TO THINK IT DOES. LOVE IS A BATTLE, LOVE IS A WAR; LOVE IS A GROWING UP -- James Baldwin
how.. insightful..

IF YOU NEVER GET YOUR HEART BROKEN, YOU'LL NEVER LEARN TO LOVE -- Anonymous
hmm.. first time i heard of such stuff? but on second thought, it makes sense..

LOVE IS HARD TO GET BUT HARDER TO LET GO -- Anonymous
LOVE IS SHORT BUT FORGETTING IS LONG. -- Anonymous
these 2 statements are absolutely true! hais.. i agree it's hard to forget someone.. though sometimes we just have to.. i don't see the point of being upset over someone who no longer/don't reciprocate your love.. i'm the kind who feels that we should live life to the fullest so i'd just cry my heart out and let it go, carrying on with my life as per normal after that..

THE HARDEST THING TO DO IS TO WATCH SOMEONE YOU LOVE, LOVE SOMEONE ELSE -- Anonymous
RAWR! agrees totally.. hate the pain caused by watching someone you love love someone else.. heart aches like it's wrenched out of your chest without anaestthetic then being torn apart by savage beasts.. surprised that this doesn't make me cynical about love.. lols..

bye~

missing you- 9:54 am

YTuesday, December 16, 2008

i'm back! i've been watching 溏心风暴之家好月圆 online these 2 days.. watch until episode 30 le! 10 more to go! ت the last episode i watched was episode 15 with cas, jeanette, zy and jonneh if i remember correctly.. but i still wanna watch it with diamond/ choir peeps though ;D it totally rocks.. i think i'm really getting addicted to it.. :X wakakakas.. ;D and that stupid zy keep flaunting his canto in front of me!!! RAWR!! lols.. talked to him on msn then he kept replying me in canto.. -.- i can understand it but i cannot speak it well so obviously i cannot reply him.. told him that in canto.. then using canto, he told me to reply him in english.. damn weird lar.. like people ask you, "how are you?" then you reply "我很好，谢谢！" so dots.. hais.. i so ashamed sia.. i'm a canto yet i cannot speak canto.. my hokkien's better.. :X but i was raised by my maternal granny who can only speak hokkien mah.. plus my dad doesn't speak canto at home or even during family gatherings with my paternal family.. i really wanna learn de.. and i remembered asking my dad.. in the end, he just teach me mok gua, sai gua, etc which is of no use? i also don't go around saying papaya and watermelon.. if i do, people will think i'm crazy or something lor.. lols.. hais.. hmm.. maybe i shall continue to watch my "ka ho yuet yuen" ♥ ;D bb~

missing you- 8:51 pm

YSunday, December 14, 2008

back after a long long hiatus again.. hardly been home this whole week.. choir camp was on the 9-10 dec.. in the morning, cas, jonneh and zy came over to watch 溏心风暴之家好月圆 before going for camp.. attendance was pathetic.. ratio of yr1/yr2/yr3 to yr4/j1/j2 is 1:1 -.- played elope and did campfire dance.. ghost movie was lame.. night trail was quite fun though.. zy, jonneh, mingshin, kelvin, merwyn and i didn't sleep at all.. played cards the whole night.. and ong didn't even come down to check this year.. slacker.. went to jonneh's house with the yr4s who have nothing on the next day.. played mahjong and stuff before going back to school for dedications.. didn't want to play scavenger hunt with the juniors :X waste time + waste ez-link card money.. lols.. went vivo with ruth, qiyuan, zy, mingshin and jonneh for lunch.. soon jonneh left and the remaining of us talked until 5+ before going home.. i slept the moment i reached home and only woke up at 9.45 the next day! felt like a total pig.. well i woke up at 7 on the 9th and i didn't sleep that night so i was tired out.. :S woke up, packed, wash up, bathed then left for chalet at pasir ris holiday complex.. played pig with cherie, jiarong, amelia, germ, zy, weiping and jingyu [wp's cousin].. played cheat with 2 decks of cards too.. haha.. played mahjong, bridge before bbq.. watched tv after the bbq.. had alot of fun.. needed to go home to look after my mum the next day so i didn't stay overnight.. went home after watching forensic heroes & abit of the heavenly sword and the dragon sabre whereas the others went e-hub.. went to lot 1 on fri to return books and buy gift for diamond early x'mas bbq with peishi.. yesterday was bbq.. and that sucker zy.. :X said he was at petir at 1256h..tried contacting him after that and there wasn't an answer from him.. me and peishi got super worried luhs -.- and he only appeared at about 1400h? O.o which is like 1h later.. -.- so we went to jonneh's house.. waited for cas for awhile then went to watch 溏心风暴之家好月圆 again.. haha.. it's nice ok.. so don't condemn it.. even peishi who condemned it at first also liked it and wanted to continue watching it even after veron had arrived.. :D too bad siewlin's in japan D; bought this book on 心理测验 for personality at bpp before meeting zy so i brought it down and we had fun answering the questions..only went back up at about 2200h for gift exchange and took photos before cas had to leave.. lagged at jonneh's house until about 2300h.. wanted to take 975 home [so i didn't have to walk home alone on a dark night] hence i didn't take 985 with veron and peishi.. zy and i walked them to that bus stop before going back to take 963 where i alighted at bbp to walk to the bus interchange to take direct bus home.. then i realised that it was 2340h and the last bus was at 2330h -.- so in the end, i had to take lrt and walked home from south view lrt station.. so lols..

gotta go for now.. tatas~ ;D

missing you- 8:03 pm

YSunday, December 07, 2008

back from hong kong and penang.. too lazy to post about them though.. had to do reflections in gpp booklet and on word document for hongkong trip.. like what's the point of doing twice? i'd just write the same thing anyway.. a waste of my time and effort.. and i don't feel like repeating myself thrice so i'm not going to talk much about it.. visited unesco world heritage sites at penang and shopped alot..bought 2 dresses, 4 blouses, 2 shrugs, 3 shorts and 3 hoodies.. :X hmm.. i have been going out for the past few days getting presents.. and i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO looking forward to choir camp! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! haha xP but i haven gotten my camp invite.. RUTH, I WANT MY CAMP INVITATION SOON!!! haha.. impatient le :X and my mum finally went for her operation for her heel and knee and I've been visiting her everyday except today.. felt kind of bad because went with sl and zy to shop for a present for some people then met up with germ to come to my house to watch 唐心风暴之家好月圆.. it was raining heavily so i didn't visit my mum as planned :X after watching 2 episodes, sl had to go home so the remaining 3 of us went to mos burger at lot 1 for dinner then went home..

missing you- 12:05 am