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YTuesday, September 30, 2008

hellos! back after a long hiatus before embarking on another 1.. hmms.. shall talk about my hilarious convos with mr teo and whatever interesting things i can remember for the past few weeks..

#1 (during phy remedial..)
MR TEO: charlene, what combi do you wanna take next year?
ME: erm.. phy, chem, math, humans still considering..
MR TEO: i don't think you should take phy..
ME: *starts crying*
MR TEO: ...

after a few min..

MR TEO: i think you take econs better.. more practical..
ME: erm, ok... *starts crying again*
MR TEO: ...
MR TEO: wow... i didn't know i inspire my students that much..
ME: ...

after remedial..

MR TEO: eh, why you so emotional one?
ME: huh? i'm always like this what.. -.-
MR TEO: aiyo.. must learn how to control your emotions..

#2
MR TEO: charlene, come out after lesson.. i wanna speak to you.
ME: huh? orh.. *starts emo-ing*

after lesson..

MR TEO: do you know why i asked you to come out anot?
ME: *shakes head*
MR TEO: you really don't know?
ME: *nods head vigorously*
MR TEO: hmm.. do you feel comfortable talking to me anot? i don't know about you lar, but i feel quite comfortable talking to you... so what do you think?
ME: *silence*

after a few seconds..

ME: erm.. ok lar..
MR TEO: eh, what ok? aiya.. nevermind.. do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
ME: erm.. more or less?
MR TEO: so what do you want to be? need physics anot?
ME: (guessing his intent) *starts crying*
MR TEO: eh, i'm not scolding you, why are you crying?
ME: *dries tears* erm.. 1st choice is psychology
MR TEO: you want to be psychologist arh? then you like cannot control your emotions, later people tell you their problems, you cry arh!
ME: -.- won't de lar *starts laughing*
MR TEO: got 1st choice means got 2nd choice right?
ME: erm, ya.. 2nd choice is chem engineering..
MR TEO: got 3rd choice?
ME: erm, ya.. erm, if singapore universities do offer the course, then i'll may take linguistics..
MR TEO: wah!!! your choices very.. contrasting.. eh, cannot like that, like everything.. cannot be so greedy one.. so you like hard science, soft science or languages?
ME: erm..
MR TEO: so all these course need physic anot?
ME: *starts crying again*
MR TEO: eh! psychologist leh! cannot cry!
ME: *dries tears* erm.. psychology don't need.. not sure if chem engineering need..
MR TEO: then why do you wanna continue physics?
ME: *starts crying AGAIN* erm.. in case I change my mind then i'll still have a wide variety of courses to choose from?
MR TEO: wah.. i'm so sad now.. I thought I inspired you to continue physics..
ME: -.O huh? no lar.. as in I'm also interested in physics just that I don't do it as well as for my other sciences *starts crying ONCE MORE*
MR TEO: i think you should think carefully, don't be like me.. regret my choice.. i studied computer engineering.. i was thinking, as a man, I must get a stable job to support my family and everything.. however, after working as a computer engineer for awhile, i realised that i don't like to sit in front of the computer.. i prefer to interact with people.. so, what do you like to do?
ME: *thinking: wow.. your interaction skills very good lor.. everytime talk to you nia, i end up crying* erm.. i like to help people?
MR TEO: hmm.. ok lar, don't delay you any longer.. go for your maths lesson now.. so don't cry anymore arh? next time i see you crying, i'll remind you that you want to be psychologist then you better stop crying!
ME: erm, ok.. thank you *runs back to class and starts crying again*

zzz.. ok.. i think i spent too much time on this le.. shan't blog anything else.. maybe on some other day ba..
tatas

missing you- 7:32 pm

YFriday, September 05, 2008

yesterday was her funeral.. i didn't cry during her wake at all.. and yesterday, i just burst into tears after we prayed but before she was pushed into the crematorium.. 150+ people attended her funeral yesterday.. my mum's cousin who's an undertaker said that this is the 1st time in his 40 years that he'd seen so many people turned up for the "cremation ceremony".. well, all i can say is that she's popular.. even some people from the company in America paid their own expenses to fly over to Singapore to attend it.. on the 2nd day of the wake, so many people turned up that it was really packed like sardines.. and we couldn't even pass through to serve the snacks and clear the tables.. =X

today's chem lecture was BORING! i thot ms khang was bad enough, Mr Wong is just as bad =X ZZZ.. i was yawning away during Ms Khang's lecture and i like dozing off during Mr Wong's.. so sian..

took section photo after that.. went vivo for lunch then went back for choir practice.. revised warmups.. now the choir sounds nicer :D very tired.. i've been reaching home at about 12mn for the past few days and waking up early.. i feel sick luhs :[ hais.. after choir practice, we went to play badminton for awhile before going home..

dead beat.. tatas for now!

missing you- 7:48 pm