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YSaturday, August 30, 2008
i hereby confirm that the random emo-ness that overwhelmed me was because of her..
i felt emo around the time she died.. which was around 1+, 2pm(+8GMT)..
she was trying to communiate with me i guess although i wasn't as close to her as i used to .. i wasn't the only one she tried to communicate but i was quite glad she chose me among the rest of my family members..
perhaps because i used to stick to her and played with her when i was a little girl.. :]
she also communicated with her sis and my 2nd aunt.. i shan't elaborate on them that much..
i thought i wouldn't cry but in the end, i still did..
i cried like a total of 5 times today..
i didn't even cry when my paternal grandfather died..
well, perhaps, he has always been a distant figure in my life..
whereas she played a part in my childhood memories..
Another reason could be that he was already old and suffered from lung cancer so his death wasn't a shock to me,
whereas she was a very obedient and sensible girl,
pretty and bright,
adventurous
and definitely young..
turning 25 this november..
i shall dedicate a poem to her..
though i cannot write one as well as my brother or nwk but i shall do what i'm best at: acrostic poem
Numinous
Intelligent
Cheerful
Outstanding
Lively
Energetic
missing you- 9:11 pm
