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YFriday, March 28, 2008

damn sian tdy.. don't know why.. yanpeng n siwei claimed that i looked angry.. zhiying thought i was depressed and crying.. lols.. i'm just, wells, tired and sick of life? zzz... life sucks (as quoted fr garyim xP) life is meaningless.. i don't see the point of living? life passes quickly, day in day out.. everyday i feel like i'm rushing but i don't know where and what i'm rushing to? i feel like some hyperactive child, running for god knows what reason and just continue running even though i'm tired out.. i run and run and run, but i don't seem to be achieving anything or reaching an end point.. i'm sick and tired of all this rushing and running about like some mad person.. or maybe i should say i feel like a dog chasing after its own tail? hais.. 24h a day is definitely not enough for me.. the day's too short.. and i don't even have time to practise my scores.. yups, rvchorale, your current-and-gonna-step-down student conductor doesn't practise her scores ever since last year. fortunately, she has quite a good memory when it comes to scores and can memorise parts of it after singing it for a few times, even if it's the 1st time i'm learning the score.xP and my dad claims i'm spending too much time on choir? that's so lols.. if he said that last time. i really have nothing to say, because i put choir before studies.. yups, so it does show you my attitude towards studies as compared to singing.. i used to prac choir scores at home everyday, bring my choir file to school faithfully everyday and practise it during free periods or when the teacher hasn't come for class.. i still bring it to school everyday though, but i don't touch it in class =X neither do i practise it at home everyday.. it's just something i do when i don't feel like doing homework n i'll practise choir scores to relax..

today was NAPFA 2.4km run.. did my self proud: 14.33min, which is a B! my fastest timing ever (for 2.4 dat is)! xD muhahaha.. i rock.. lols.. my timing for 1st round: 1.48min O.o hahas.. hmm maybe i shld say i did achieve something from all those running (though i meant it figuratively in the 1st paragraph?) right after PE was chem and we had chem test.. zzz.. damn scared.. cuz my right eye kept twitching halfway during the chem paper.. and i finished the paper in 20 min >< n i checked my paper 4 times x/ damn scared.. anybody remember what is question 4? because apparently there were a lot of different answers when we asked around in class and we forgot the question so we could not double check what the correct answer should be.. zzz.. damn sian.. shall make a blogskin soon? maybe not.. gotta study for bio n phy test!!! argh!!!! same day somemore.. sure die.. then we were saying we write bio stuff in phy paper and phy stuff in bio paper.. cuz we are tested onThe Eye for bio and Converging Lens for phy and both talks about refraction and reflection of light.. zzz.. gotta chiong for RV Term Assignment this year.. gpa sucked like shit this term.. hais.. i'm bored.. bb

missing you- 8:48 pm