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YSunday, July 29, 2007

ytd's ndp preview was weird.. many pauses here n dere.. den ytd's canons n jets were oso supder duper loud.. ytd's performance was much btr though e songs b4 singacity were still, well, dead. but aft dat we were super high.. n we were still zi-highing whn we were offstage.. den i heard e indian man hu is i/c of coordinating e choir say, "aiyo.. onstage not high, now offstage alrdy den high.." haha.. den peishi was doing e "marine 5 yuan2 pai4". den got jellyfish, octopus, angel fish, pufferfish n shark tales.. haha.. den e pufferfish n shark tales were damn funny.. n ltr on, she added a stonefish which was funny too although it din look lyk it.. n i went home w/ my my mum n sis hu were dere 4 e preview.. n they managed to get e purple n yellow bag!!! Woots! Though i'd prefer an orange one to e yellow one.. hais.. my mum says e purple bag's meant 4 my youngest sis.. boohoo ): dun even noe if i'll get a bag.. :( if i dun get a bag, i'll complain arh.. how can liddat 1.. we perform 4 dem den we get nth in return.. lols.. took my dinner at home at 10pm.. my mum was watching e news n she said she saw e choir den i went to c n i saw myself, kaiting n yifan on tv.. haha.. 4th time on national tv.. lols. gtg pia gpp 4 cid.. bb
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missing you- 10:03 am

YSunday, July 22, 2007

heyys, i'm back! obs was rly fun.. din expect i wld enjoy it.. sigh.. i miss Instructor Mauricette!!! n i love my fellow neh nehs.. haha.. din rly take alot of time to bond w/ dem cuz e only pple i din noe fr my watch were e 2 PRCs.. 1/2 of e watch r my current clsmates, 3/8 were my sec 1 n 2 clsmates, 1 choir fren n 1 fellow cid(3) electronics peep.. e 16 of us, tgt wif Instructor Mauricette, formed my beloved watch, NEHRU!!! thus, we called ourselves "neh nehs".. haha.. during sea expedition, i was tgt wif cas n zy di.. den we were singing theme song of ndp.. den serming was saying dat we were crazy.. paddle until so tired, we still can sing haha.. we were singing dat song cuz we were gg against e current.. haha.. oh n i had to call an old and dirty yellow bag my “老公”.. wth.. insulting my “老公”.. n it's such a poor substitute 4 him lor.. i missed his spastic expression during e 5 days.. haha.. n on e 4th evening of e course, Instructor Maurictte brought us to watch e sunset.. it was very beautiful.. i wish i had been able to take a photo of it.. den ytd we had to perform 4 e p5 ndp preview.. n i cried aft we were dismissed.. it may seem a minor matter but i'm exasperated abt it.. i dunno y nowadays, my dad seems to wan to fetch me home aft wadeva activities i hv w/ choir.. i'm fed up.. carn he even let me go out w/ choir peeps? i alrdy feel dat i'm missing out alot n he's still depriving me of gg out w/ dem.. yeah.. bcuz of dat, i cried.. wadeva, whoever is reading dis, u may say i'm a crybaby.. but i dun care.. n my “老公” knew dat i cried!!! cuz he turned arnd to ask me if i was ok.. argh!!! nvm.. thx “老公” 4 ur concern.. din think u wld notice cuz u were in front.. so aft dat i went to hv dinner w/ choir peeps.. den me, ruth, mave n zy went to eat baked rice w/ chicken chop.. den zy found a few coupons dat says dat we'll be given a cup of milk tea 4 free w/ any purchase fr e store we bought e baked rice.. lol.. so cheapskate.. but help me save $2.80.. haha.. cuz i actually wanna buy e drink de den he found e coupons on e floor n took dem so i managed to get dem 4 free.. lmao.. den siewlin was so hungry, she bought lots of stuff! she finished her pasta very quickly,i was stunned.. den aft dat she still bought har gow n porridge (which she shared w/ pei shi) to eat.. more stunned.. ok.. gtg le.. bb..
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missing you- 12:00 pm

YThursday, July 12, 2007

i'm sry.. i shldn't hv said wad i posted in my previous post.. it's not dat u r insensitive but it's juz dat i am super duper sensitive n ur most sensitive self is not sensitive enuff 4 me due to my high standards of sensitivity.. but dat doesn't mean dat i'm nv insensitive though.. i'm sry dat i was insensitive to u b4 too.. but i'm rly glad dat we've cleared up everything between us n dat we're frens agn (: hope it'll nv eva happen agn cuz i wldn't lyk to go thru dat eva agn even if it's w/ other pple.. saddest thing eva in my life..

P.S. I still ❤ my “老公”though.. haha.. so happy.. saw him 5 times tdy.. compensated 4 ytd.. lol.. :P
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missing you- 6:33 pm

YMonday, July 09, 2007

wtf.. tdy's my unluckiest day.. guess hu i saw on e train home today?

The PERVERTED KUAN HONG NAN!!!!!

same carriage as him summore.. wtf.. luckily my dad fetch me fr cck mrt stn lor... if not muz walk home w/ him.. cuz.. he juz stay in e blk opp my hse!!! argh!!! so unlucky.. n he used to harass me in p6.. @%&#^)(&%$#^%#(^&(*&)(
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missing you- 9:17 pm

YSunday, July 08, 2007

shldn't hv gone to ur blog... it only saddened me.. y on earth did i even go ur blog? it's bad enuff dat i carn even go out wif u guys these days.. gg to ur blog only reminded me of e fact dat i carn go out wif u all, missing out all e fun n laughter.. hais.. stupid me.. i shan't go ur blog anymore.. unless there is sth on ur blog dat u wan me to c.. u unknowingly made me cry.. i cried continuously, until my whole body was numb n tingly n all i cld feel was e throbbing pain in my head fr e excessive crying.. u shld be "honoured".. this is e 1st time i cried so badly over wad someone said.. maybe i'm jealous.. maybe i'm juz too sensitive.. wadeva..
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missing you- 11:28 am

ytd's NDP was FUN!!!!

sat near my “老公”.. pple hu noes or can guess hu he is: shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. cnt tell w/o my permission hor.. haha.. pple hu wanna guess hu he is, dun ask, "izit XXX?" or sth liddat on my tagboard.. if u wanna noe, ask me personally. but i might not wanna tell u. haha.. but not i purposely sit near him de lar.. is juz nice happen to sit near him only.. i love my “老公”!!! but i wun go into a relationship wif him de.. haha.. cuz... i love him juz e way as cas loves her 帅哥.. but i'm protective of him though.. haha.. fyi [4 those hu dunno], this “老公” thing was started by cas.. den only me, cas n peishi hv “老公”s so far.. haha.. btw, this “老公” thing is play play de.. n e “老公”s themselves oso dunno.. haha.. XP XD
ok, back to topic.. there r 4 parts to this yr's NDP parade.. 1st part quite boring though.. i was so sian diao.. aft dat was ok.. though we weren't standing on e stage to sing ytd[we were oso watching e show], we snag wheneva we had to sing on e actual day.. i love the coloured lights.. too bad i din bring my cam.. my dad's old hp's cam quality so lousy de.. hais.. careless me.. y did i lose my hp in Sentosa? argh!!! nvm.. my mum n sis got tix 4 ndp preview, ask them to help me take photos :D haha.. n i love e performances 4 e songs we hv to sing!!! e colourful costumes, bright lights.. erm.. u shld noe by now dat i love bright colours n colourful stuffs.. i'm so looking fwd to ndp preview!!! (:
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P.S. I think my dad allow me to perform 4 NDP le! Woots! :D

missing you- 9:53 am

YFriday, July 06, 2007

hais.. heard dat tdy's prac was bad.. heard dat zinc, jhawnette n cas cried, zy di was in a fit of temper.. hais.. gd thing (to me) is.. yujun conducted bare necessities, not sz so i wun feel super duper bad twd sz lyk i always MIA den he gotta do my job.. collecting my hw n tix 4 tmr's ndp observance show 4 my dad n sis fr ruth ltr... heard fr garyim dat tdy weikai n meijie oso nv come to sch.. dunno wad happen.. everyone in 3b'o7 fr 2f'o6 sick den din come to sch except huixian.. den zy di juz called me to pass a msg.. he sounded.. high? crazy? seriously, e last time i hear him liddat was lyk last yr when cls allocation was out? damn scary.. he say oso got imba of air, not enough of oxygen, cnt breathe properly.. *winks* pple hu went syf opening ceremony shld understand.. haha.. den he say my news abt tdy's prac very fast, faster than his when he was in china.. den he say say but at least i dunnid to swim across ocean back to s'pore.. =.= gotta go collect hw n e tix fr ruth le.. bb
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missing you- 7:44 pm

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missing you- 5:31 pm

hellos!!! hate being sick.. coughing badly.. so bad until my throat hurts.. carn sing :( my flu's so bad dat sometimes, i sneeze until i get blocked nose n i carn breathe.. hv to eat 4 kinds of medicine.. so sian.. took me more than 3 hours b4 i finally managed to get e internet working.. hais.. i miss choir.. argh!!! y do i hv to fall sick at dis pt of time? today got speech day rehearsal leh... den either sizheng or yujun hv to conduct bare necessities instead of me.. hope it's yujun... hais.. i feel so bad twd sz lar.. dat time bcuz o got SMO, sz conducted 4 e whole morning when i wasn't arnd.. den although dere was once when he had sore throat so he din come, ms tham came alot earlier than expected so she took over aft i made dem sing once thru 4 her to hear.. i rly wanna go sch tdy.. but my parents say btr not go, rest at home den recover asap; den if i go sch den halfway i dun feel well agn, nobody can fetch me home.. hais.. so sad.. hope dat i can recover by tonite.. i wanna go 4 e ndp observance day tmr!!!i'm so sry, “老公”..
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missing you- 3:48 pm

YTuesday, July 03, 2007

yay! i'm back!!! i'm pleased to announced dat i'm Alvin's fave snr! He said i'm e nicest snr... n jonneh was pissed n jealous when he knew abt it.. lols.. say wad alvin is his buddy den alvin dun lyk him.. den he oso say wad alvin talk to me on9 more often than him.. lyk wth? liddat oso wanna compare? lols.. change topic.. i'm freaking pissed.. i'm not gg to go 4 his physics remedial every monday.. even if i got no 3rd lang, i oso dun wanna go.. cuz he said, "those of u hu hv to attend my physics remedial every mon do not put in effort to revise ur physics.. come to my physics lessons only copy ans.. if u dun lyk physics, den dun take lar!" aft hearing dat, i was damn pissed lar.. say until pple so free liddat.. i dun even hv time to revise my work everyday lar.. everyday reach home at abt 8pm, bathe, eat dinner, do hw den slp at 11+pm alrdy lor, where got time to revise hw.. i dun even hv time to revise scores lar can? still talk abt ur physics? seriously lar, u think i wanna take physics in e 1st place meh? i forced myself to take it so dat i can hv a wider variety of courses to take in uni.. i made my own life difficult n wad's worse, ur lessons r sooooooooo boring, u made me hate physics even more.. mr tan is a much better tchr than u.. his lessons are much more interesting than urs.. i seriously dun mind dropping physics... u will juz be relieving my burden.. i'll be more than glad to drop it.. i'm looking fwd to dat day..
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missing you- 9:32 pm